At this time in 2005 Smallville was popular show when CW was WB lol yea I know Smh. Now through out that year I didn't miss any episodes and this night I didn't know I was having contractions through the whole show. I was full term 9mths pregnant. I was laying there watching my show and I kept feeling cramp like pains a I thought it was Braxton Hicks which are called "False Pain...Practice Pains" anyway I thought or maybe trap gas so as the show ended I decided to watch Aliens and (y'all know what I'm talking bout who was growing up in the 90's lol) but it was part 3 and it was the one when the queen was going in Labor lol yea Ikr. And I was laying on my back and I looked at my stomach and my baby hand moved across my stomach and it felt and looked weird. Looked like this👇

so I changed the channel lol. So hours passed and its bout 11pm close to midnight. So I kept having the pains so I thought had to pee so I rolled over and try to back out of the bed(bed was huge by the way)so as I got almost to the age my water broke and this how it went down....
Me -"OUCH! OUCH! SHHHHIIITTT OUCH! OMG IT HURTS! gotta get my mom. (I reach for my phone and called my mom because I couldn't get up to move so I had to call her on my phone. She was in her room.)
Phone Convo...📞
My mom -"Hello..."
Me -"Ouucch! MOMMY IT HURTS (in tears😥😫) MY WATER BROKE HE COMING. MAMA WE GOTTA GO TO THE HOSPITAL NOW! OUUUCCCCCHHHH! I CAN'T MOVE MAMA IT HURTS!
My Mom -"okay okay okay. I'm coming. I'm getting dressed now."
Me -"Please hurry. OUUUUCCCCHHH!"😫
End of phone Convo....
I threw the phone across the bed and tried to move but it hurt too much so I waited for my mom to help me. Then 5 minutes later she entered my room....
Me -"I need help off the bed mama. It hurts to move."
(She got behind me and gently pulled me by my hips to get off the bed. I then fell to my knees in pain. She lift me up and help me get dressed and she left out the room to try and wake my cousin up off the couch but he wouldn't get up so I punched him and bout 3 times and he still didn't get up so we start head out through the door to my uncle truck and I had to go down stairs which was so painful. Every step I took hurt like hell. As my mom passed me to put my bags in the truck then she helped me get in. She got in and cranked up the truck and drove. As we drove she tried to turn on some relaxing music so I can feel a little better from the pain but my cousin had the truck the other night and some Jamaican song came on
My mom -"okay...that's not good. Lets just turn it off. Just breathe and hum okay. Mama gonna get you there."
As I took crazy ass fast breaths in more and more pain, my mom beeped the horn in this big ass monster like truck and almost hit some lady in a white car. But we made it in the ER area, and it not that long to get me and soon as they did, they got me and rolled me inside. Soon as I got to a room, I was screaming for my mom while they asked me questions and Shit....
Me -"I WANT MY MOM. WHERE IS MY MOM. AHHHHH! IT HURTS OH MY GOD AHHHHHHHHHH! WHERE IS MY MOM!"
Nurse -"Okay, we are getting her . Please calm down your breathing.(as they checked already downstairs, they said i was lafacing, which means he was definitely coming, no doubt. I was not going to have him without my mom.) Miss Holey, you have to push."
(I closed my legs and shouted in tears...)
Me -"I'M NOT HAVING THIS BABY WITHOUT MY MOM. PLEASE FIND HER. PLEASE. AHHHHH!"
(Then there she was. A nurse pushed her in the room and got her prepped to help deliver her first grandchild EVER.... As she stood next to me, encouraging me to push, I was crying and an emotional wreck. I set up to try and push.)
Me -"I CAN'T IT HURTS! AHHHHH! (another push) AHHHHHHHHHHHH! (then another) AHHHHHHHHHH! (Then another....then another.....relax.....😫😫😫😫then another..........then finally. It felt like I had to crap and I yelled out....)
I HAVE TO USE THE RESTROOM!" (and soon as I said that, he came out. It was a huge relief. They grabbed my mom and told her to grab him and then cut the cord and help clean him off while they fixed me up. I couldn't believe my first baby EVER....)
Here he is(without the slimy stuff lol) the date was wrong, tho lol....
MY Journal entry 👇
he weighed 7lbs & 6 ounces and was 20 inches long 🙈💞
I named him.....👇
Julian Lanard Holley 💖😍🎈
He's 10yrs old now. He'll be 11 this year in November 18th 2016. Getting so big he's now half up my shoulder lol.
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(Hope y'all enjoyed please vote comment after you read and I will be doing my two boys and my daughter. So stay tuned. Be Breezy 😜✌ love you guys 😘💞
Jewel💎
