Baby Number 2

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Well 3 years later I met a good man(as I thought I did...😠😞💔). Anyway,he and I talked for 6months and hooked up a year later and I met his family and everything and I figure he would be the one but my thoughts were wrong. To make this long shitty story,well this memory short.... He cheated on me with my god sister little sister and I kicked his fat lazy stank ass out of my mom and I house. Then before all this I kept feeling sick teeth aching head hurting can't stand to be close to my bf at the time didn't want him touching me etc. Anyway after breaking up my mom was trying to help people so she let my god sisters stay at our house and two weeks later my mom came out to the porch and my god sisters and I were on the porch talking and what I didn't know was my big god sister was feeling the way that I was feeling weeks ago....she found out that she was 9 months pregnant(yea I know crazy right...😶😒😳😕😯😐) but we all were 😱 surprised but happy for her.

Then just like I feared my mom start getting sick still(my mom gets sick around pregnant women,why? I don't know lol😉) anyway she was saying that I was pregnant and I kept saying I want but she still took me to the hospital and we all found out that I was 3 1/2 months pregnant and my little god sister came out of her mouth while we were in the hospital room with this bullshit*"oh so you a undercover hoe"* lets just say I laughed it off instead of putting my fist down her throat(😏 but that will come later in the story,well my memory lol....) anyway as I sat there staring at the sonogram and couldn't believe I am pregnant again.....then the next morning I woke up bleeding and praying that I wasn't having my first miscarriage 😳.... But we got there to the E.R. and they calm me down because I couldn't stop crying but as they checked me they came back to let me know I was having my period which was weird but thank god that's all it was so they told me if I start bleeding again to come back but it didn't happen so as I start to see my doctor the next week I be damn my little god sister started some bullshit like she always does so this how it went down....👇

I go and check on Miss Hoe of the year after she went out wearing my Shit and comes back hours later and went to sleep in my room drunk high or both so I left out shaking my head wobbling towards my moms room to check on her and to let her know the "Diamond 😒😬😷😠😕😆" was back and she just looked at me and shook her head. So I go back to my room and I happen to pass by hearing her mumbling something in her sleep and it sound like it started with a "D" and the only people I know that starts with a "D" is my exbf and we were no longer together so I shook it off and notice she pissed in my bed and my dress so I went to the bathroom and ran her a bath. So I go to wake her up and she start with her crazy Shit that she does.....

Diamond :SToP SHAKING ME! WHY YOU SHAKING ME!

Me : Whoa! I made a bath for you...you pissed my bed I gotta clean it up. Get up! Damit! Girl get yo' ass up for real...

D: "AHHHHHHH! STOP IT LEAVE ME ALONE! DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME BITCH(right after her stank ass fell on the floor....😒😕😠😣)

Me:"FINE! I'm going to get mom then. I don't have time for this."(I go and get my mom and let her know "THIS CRAZY BITCH AT IT AGAIN!*saying it like on Friday After Next😆😂* (so I return to the room and I spot her trying to get my 1yr old son to help her big stank ass off the floor so I walked in and got my son and told him to go to his grandma room. then as I go and try to get her to go get in the tub she still with the bullshit again so I go to turn and leave and so this bitch had the nerve to get her stank dick sucking hot breath in my face talking Shit. 😫😶😷😕💀🙊

D:"YOU BITCH!YOU FUCKING HO! YOU STANK BITCH! FUCKING BITCH ASS!"

Me:"yo! Um,can you back up. You breath kicking something awful. Just go take a bath and you be okay later. Gone now.... Get out my face please. (This bitch just kept it up so I turned around to leave and she pushed me then pulled at my bra strap and till this day I have a bruise there. So I told her don't put her hands on me and yes I'm taller than her 😏😆 so as I held on to the top of my bedroom door to hold in my hormonal anger and my own anger(Gemini Anger😉💀) in and she just kept up her childish ways so next thing I know she pushed me and then kicked me in my stomach💀💀💀😠😣😤😠😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀😡😡😡

THEN I JUST LOST IT AND SEEN RED......😤😤😤😠😠😠😡😡💀

SLAMMING HER ASS TOWARDS MY DRESSER WITH MY HAND AROUND HER THROAT AND TRYING TO CHOKE HER ASS TO DEATH. THEN SHE TRIED TO SLAM ME ON THE BED AND I ANGLE MYSELF TO FALL BACK FIRST TO THE FLOOR AND SHE SCRATCHED MY NECK AND TRIED TO PUNCH ME BUT I MOVED FROM UNDERNEATH HER THEN I GOT ON TOP OF HER AND B4 ALL THIS I BLACKED OUT MY MOM TOLD ME WHAT HAPPENED.... ANYWAY I WAS LAYING LICKS TO HER FACE LIKE WHOA AND THEN SHE BIT ME ON MY LEG(😒 DAMN BITCH YOU NEEDS SOME HOT SAUCE BITCH. YOU HUNGRY... WTF)WHICH I WAS SO GONE I KEPT KICKING AND STOMPING HER ASS IN THE FLOOR YELLING, "YOU BITCH! HOW YOU LIKE WHEN I KICK YOU HUH YOU FUCKING STANK ASS STUPID HOE!" MY MOM TRIED PULLING ME OFF HER BUT I PULLED AWAY AND START STOMPING AND PUNCHING HER ASS THEN MY MOM GOT A GOOD GRIP ON MY ARM AND I JUST THOUGHT **FUCK IT I WHOOP HER ASS WITH ONE FIST AND ONE FOOT AT A TIME** LOL THEN MY MOM PULLED ME BACK OFF HER AND SHOOK ME AND I CAME TO.

I WENT TO THE BATHROOM MIRROR SHAKING AND WASHING OFF MY SCARS AND CRYING CAUSE I LOVED HER LIKE SHE WAS BLOOD AND DID THAT TO ME I WAS JUST So pissed I couldn't stand it but as all that happened my mom called her dad and well she was back the next day acting like she didn't remember what happened than that same day she went off on my mom and well lets just say that was the last time we saw her smh.

Well my mom ended up selling the house and all I can say is for a little while we had the life we dreamed about as for me well lets just say ha ING a third child without Epidural was again some painful Shit frfr. Here he is my little Red Man👇

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I was 9months pregnant
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He was born February 12,2009
2:12pm in the afternoon. He was due Feb 14th on Valentine's Day but came on Abraham Lincoln Birthday 🙅💖


Julius Nathaniel Holley weighs 7lbs and 6oz. & came out with the placenta on top of his head and also for one second the cord was around his neck and had a mild case of Yellow Jaundice but now he is 7yrs old and smart ass hell just like his big brother 😏😆😉💖👇






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