Baby #7 some of my family saying 7&8 and I'm like oh hell fuck nah! Ugh! I pray its not oh god no I'll loose my damn mind lol seriously I'll yank the rest out my head lol be looking like Homer Simpson with his 3 hairs lol js omg omg 😲 omg I'm PREGNANT AGAIN....PREGNACY...EXPECTING....
PUSHING.....PAIN....CONTRACTIONS UGH! OMG I'm freaking out! My family members are assholes especially my aunt we staying with. She so damn heartless im struggling just to fix me a bowl of noodles and she was like," it ain't new to you come on now. You already know how this works." 😑😒🤦 duh! Just last time I was pregnant was 2017 to 2018(labor) and I had two fucking babies AT HOME WITHOUT DOCTORS..ONLY...MY MOM AND ME AND GOD A DUMB ASS ON THE 911 CALL. I coukd of lost one of my twins you know pregnancy no matter how many times is and will ALWAYS be hard not easier... My body reacts differently to pain... I'm lucky if I don't pass away from this pregnancy or labor or the baby suffer. I don't won't either. After thus one I'm getting fixed fosho... Or just get me some damn birth control pills cause my body can go through so much. Omg! Help me god I'm trying I promise. I figure if I EVER be expecting again ill be in my own and engaged or married to my old man NOT his ass being locked up and me living with a relative with my 6 kids expecting my 7th hell no... I can't win for LOOSING this js crazy asf. I know its said it's best to be with family but NOT THIS FAMILY.... 🤦🤰🙈😔🤢🙍 35yrs old pregnant AGAIN... why now tho why?
