The movies...
Chris and I movie Night
I was so excited to finally go out with my crush now boyfriend (but not really my bf confused paused). As I got ready to go to the movies with my bf Chris he called and asked was i ready and i said yes then my step dad took us to Regency Mall and we headed to the AMC movie theater we went to go see What's The Worst That Happen with Danny Devito and Martin Lawrence. We sat way in the back so I guess he had things on his mind 😏 anyway, as it got to the middle of the movie he turned towards me and start staring at .e and I was like,"why you staring?" and he was like,"I really like you and I want to kiss you. Can I?" and I was like yea. So we started to make out and as we did it got hot he reached passed the arm rest and told me to lift it up and lay across his legs so I did. We start making out again and it happen so quickly he start to have his hands all over me and then next thing I know his hands were in my pants and mine in his😩 then we all of sudden stopped because the movie was over so then we went to head out of the theater and wait for my step dad to come and as we were walking through the parking lot all of sudden he came out of his mouth and said,"That can NEVER happen again!" and as I stopped walking I looked at him in confusion and said,"Why? I thought you like me and wanted to be with me.😯😥" then he looked at me and said,"I don't know it just can't happen again... " as my dad rode up I sat in the back seat with him far to the window and just sat there distant with my arm crossed heart crushed😥
A few weeks later....Sunday morning.
As I open my eyes to remember I go to church I got up and went to freshen up and look my best for church and as I got there I headed upstairs to youth and turned on our stero and i put in my CD Backstreet Boys "Quit Playing Games with My Heart"

as I stand there listing to the lyrics I start to sway and sing and start to cry because I was still hurt from what Chris said to me on my 17th birthday in the parking lot at the mall. And soon as I wipe my tears I layer down on the couch to think and still tears erupt again to the point I fall to sleep. Then I hear the bells of the church across from us chime and woke up turned off the stereo and got up straighten myself up and headed to the kitchen to find something to drink. By there weren't many kids we all stayed in youth. At the time I made friends and my bestie was a young girl Lottie Hazelwood and we were real close and it was weird because she was younger lol anyway. As church ended I got home and watch my BSB(Backstreet Boys) tapes and listen to some CDs and dozed off.
After that day on my b.day I seen him a couple times at church but couldn't bare to be around him so since for a while I haven't seen him so I moved on or I thought I did.
Next chapter... Get ready
