The Styles Brothers

*11*

KENZIE

"Kenzie, we'll be back home by 11 but hopefully we'll come earlier than that" my mom said as I laid down on my bed with Jasmin sitting on my computer chair while we were watching tv in my room. 

"Yeah mom, take care" they closed the door after and we two were alone with each other. Today was a weekday and it was a holiday for some reason so schools don't have classes but our parents still have work so I invited Jasmin to come over and stay with me.

We were watching our favorite show called How to Get Away With Murder and its a really good show. I'm captivated by the twist or the plot of every episode and its just a good way to exercise the mind.

Then I heard my phone ringing and also vibrating since I felt the vibration on the bed and I saw the caller ID of Harry and actually this is the fifth time he has called me and he has sent me six messages about when will we start our sessions again and to be honest with you I don't know if we will continue.

I ended the call, not answering it since I'm trying to ignore him after our little incident in his room.

Jas noticed me ending the call and spoke up "Ok that's the fifth time he's called and you again ended the call. Is there something I don't know of?" she knew something was wrong with me seeing that I couldn't even answer Harry's calls.

"Uhh no , there's nothing going on" I denied.

"Don't deny, I know something's up and I think its something between you and Harry. I'm your best friend Kenz, I can sense when you're not okay" I'm proud to even call her my best friend. Its actually a good way for a best friend to be concerned but I know that its hard for me to explain what I'm feeling right now to her.

"I'm just......confused"

"Confused? About Harry?"

I just looked at her as a response to her question.

"What happened?" she lowered the volume of the tv and I started to talk or explain to her.

"Well uhh you know that I've been tutoring with him although we only had one session because...." I don't want to say it but she spoke for me to continue my sentence.

"Because what?"

"Because......he kissed me first and I felt to kiss back and we started making out and-" she cut me off with an expression.

"Oh my God"

"..I was in the mood to make out with him because I felt like I was turned on. I was turned on soo bad that I felt like I was longing to make out with him but I destroyed the moment by pushing him away. Pushing him away to the point that I know it was wrong because we just met last week and I only see him every History class and after school tutoring sessions, but after that session, all of a sudden I felt the need to ignore him" I explained.

I didn't know that we had to do that even though we just met a week ago and I became his tutor for one session. I mean, he's very hot and cute to be honest but I just think he would be the type of guy who hangs out with girls, bangs them up and never call them the next day.

I know what you're thinking, that's how low my expectations were for a guy that I'm not comfortable being with. 

"You like him don't you?" she asked.

"What? No. I mean, I did kind of enjoyed that moment with him, but I think it was too far. It wasn't really what I had expected we'd do, but...I don't know I felt confused when I pushed him away before  something happens" I didn't expect it at all. I mean I didn't expect myself to act that way to a guy whom is very new to me.