Feelings and fears

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If you would ask me to go back in time and change my actions, I wouldn't do it, because everything happens with a reason.

My story starts somewhere in 2013 before the Bangtan Sonyeondan's (A.K.A. BTS) debut. Park Jimin and I are best friends since we were little kids. My mom moved here in Seoul from Japan. She married my father and here I am now. I speak japanese fluently and also korean. My mom introduced me to Jimin since Jimin's mom and my mom were good friends. We grew up together. So now my best friend is about to become a huge K-Pop star along with Kim Seok-Jin(Jin),Min Yoon-Gi(Suga),Jung Ho-Seok(J-Hope),Kim Nam-Joon(Rap Monster),Kim Tae-Hyung(V) and Jeon Jeong-Guk(Jungkook/Jungkookie) A.K.A Bangtan Sonyeondan. Jimin brought me to many of his dance and vocal practices. They are amazing! Each and every voice is unique in it's own way and the voices mach each other perfectly. Along the years I spent with Jimin I kind of developed a tiny little crush on him....And when I mean tiny I mean HUGE crush. Yes..yes...I know...FRIENDZONE DANGER. When you get in the friendzone you can never escape from there. That's why confessing isn't and option.

"Hey [Name]! Is there something wrong?" Jimin snaped me out of my thoughts. The group had five minutes of break since they were dancing for like an hour and a half.

"No..I was just thinking a little" I smiled at him while he grabed his waterbottle and emptied it in seconds.
"I really like the dance. You guys move perfectly in sync" I said yet again smiling at him.

Every feature of his face was perfect. His appearance... everything. And those eyes. Those eyes got me from the first time we met.

He ruffled my hair a bit and said "Thanks [Name]! But we still have to improve. Our debut is coming and everything needs to be perfect." He smiled at me with his all so beautiful smile that made my heart melt each and every time. He always gave his best in everything and I admire that.

Jungkook then made his way towards us.
"Sorry [Name] but I need to take Jiminie from you. We need to practise." He winked at me. Ugh! It's not fair! Every member already discovered how I feel about him,but somehow Jimin seems to stay oblivious. Huh...anyway..

"It's okay. You guys work really hard every day and it will pay off. I'm gonna bring you guys some snacks and drinks." I smiled at everyone before taking my purse and prepearing to leave.

"Thanks [Name]!" Everyone said in unison and they started dancing again.

Taking a quick look at Jimin again (which he obviously didn't notice) a smile made it's way on my lips and a little shade of red on my cheeks. What I didn't know that someone else noticed this too. I qiuckly left for some food.They need lots of energy and as I can see they rarely eat (because of their busy schedule) which is not good for them. After an hour I finally got everything I needed and I was ready to walk to Big Hit Entertainment's building. The people there were already familiar with me so there was no problem to go in. When I entered the dance practice room I saw 7 super tired and sweaty guys just laying on the floor panting.

"I brought the snacks!!~" I said loudly with a kind of melody like voice. Everyone jumped up and practicly attacked me for the food. Everyone took away their favourite snack from me and some waterbottles too. The last one to grab his food was Jimin.

He kissed my forhead in a friendly manner and said
"You're the best [Name]!!" I blushed so badly I think my head turned into a tomato. Thanks to my luck(or maybe misfortune) Jimin didn't noticed,but everyone else in the room did... Khm..

"What would we do without you?" V told me in a sweet voice

"Probably die of hunger" I said a little bit chuckling.

They all chuckled a bit and ate their food. After they ate everything they had half and hour to relax before voice practice. It was already late and I decided to go home because if I stay Jimin will insist to walk me home even after the looong hours of practising and I can't let him do that. I hugged Jimin and said my goodbyes to everyone and left.

You know those sleepless nights when you are thinking about your life,your crush,your studies and everything. Yeah...recently...every night is like that for me. And yes..most of the thoughts are about Jimin. I love him..Very much.

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