Feelings can change (Jimin X Reader)

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The video was done a few days ago, but now we are prepearing for a concert here in South Korea. The guys want to present the new song in public for their fans at the concert and the music video will run in the backround while the boys will dance on the stage along with it. It won't be a normal concert, because they will interview them a bit on the stage. They will talk about their new album School luv affair, on which the boys are already working on. I think it's a really good idea since ARMYs can know these boys better.

The girls will be there too and they practically insisted me to go with them and stay in a particular spot at the concert. I guess they really want me to enjoy the concert too. After the it I have to go back to the backstage anyway.

We need to work hard again with the guys. We will start a run-through soon. Basically we will practise the whole concert without any breaks. Luckily the guys have rested these few days and now they are back full power at work. About Jimin..I don't even know what to say. He is spaced out a lot these days. Sometimes I feel like he isn't even here entirely, which concerns me. I don't know what happened with him or what is going on in his mind. All I know that he is not himself. He is always very attentive at every practice, mostly if he knows it is for something important. But now he keeps making mistakes that he usually doesn't make. I am really worried about him.

~Jimin's P.O.V~
We just had a few days to rest and we already started working on the concert. We are right now on a run-through, which means we will have no breaks and we will act just like we will during the concert. The problem is I just can't concentrate properly. I just keep thinking about [Name] and my feelings for her. That song didn't help at all. It just made me realise how strong are my feelings towards her and making me hate my past decisions more. The music suddenly stopped and I just realised I screwed up the dance again.

"Jimin..What are you doing?" RapMon asked me looking quite angry. Well I don't blame him. This isn't the first time I spaced out and screwed up the dance.

"I-I'm sorry..." This was all I could say. The concert was tomorrow and I couldn't concentrate properly. I heard [Name] sigh and motion me to follow her.

"Jimin..can we talk for a minute? The rest take a little break. We will take it from the beginning after it" She said apologising in my place too with a bow..The other guys just nodded and a few one of them growled. We walked further away from the others.[Name] looked directly into my eyes.

"Jiminie..What is with you? Do you feel bad? You usually aren't like this.." She looked at me with those concerned eyes. This makes things harder! Waah..

"I don't know [Name]. I can't concentrate properly" I said half the truth. I knew exactly what was going on in my mind.

[Name] sighed and shook her head a bit and put her hands on my shoulders

"Look Jiminie, I don't know what is going on with you these days, but you need to keep yourself together. You have a really important concert tomorrow. I am very worried about you so if you want to talk about it I'm always here for you. But now we need to practise this through, so please at least try to concentrate for a few hours. For everybody's sake." She let go of me, looked in my eyes one more time and went to drink some water.

Uh..I can't believe I'm screwing this up too. And I'm just making her look bad in front of the managers. I sat down on the ground so my back was at the wall.

~Jungkook's P.O.V~
Jimin is really not okay. He keeps forgetting the choreo or just simply screws up. He is one of the best dancers from this whole group, but somehow he is spacing out. Which is odd, because he is always very serious and attentive during practises.

[Name] apologized for the inconveniences and went to talk to Jimin. It must me tough for them actually. The managers will blame [Name] for not teaching the choreo for us properly or they will be angry at Jimin for spacing out. Either way it's bad. I saw her talk to Jimin for a few minutes, but then she went to drink water. She had a really concerned face. I am sure Jimin's behaviour made her that way. Hyung sat down. He had a very troubled and angry face. He is always angry when he screws something up. Mostly if it's about dancing or singing or anything that's related to BTS. I don't think [Name] scolded him or anything, but I'm still going to talk to him.