Feelings can change (Jimin X Reader)

Confession

After that day things got awkward. I started avoiding Jimin as much as possible. Which is freaking impossible since he keeps inviting me to the rehearsals. They had a few days off after the debut but now they got back and they are already practising 'Bulletproof'. Every time I look in Jimin's eyes and his smiling face a frown automatically makes its way on my lips because of what he said. I cried every night after that day. And so here I am now...In the dance practise room..Sitting with my back at the wall, hugging my knees to my chest and crying. I heard my phone ringing several times but I didn't bother to answer. My head full of thoughts...Jimin's sentence constantly ringing in my ears. I just sat there crying,when I heard someone stepping in. The lights got switched on and I saw that the person who just entered was none other than Jimin. He saw my crying figure...He just looked at me confused at first then worried. He sat down next to me so he can still see my face clearly.

~Jimin's P.O.V.~
There she was. Crying in the empty room. She behaved strange lately. I couldn't figure out what was wrong with her, but it seems like she was avoiding me. Her parents called me that she didn't go home today and asked me if she was with me. I told them that as soon as I find her I will bring her home. But right now...I was too worried to scold her. I never saw [Name] crying this much. Her eyes were puffy and red. Her cheeks stained with tears. I sat down next to her.

"[Name], what's wrong? Why are you crying? What happened?" I asked softly.
I felt like she could break any moment if I just touch her. She sobbed loudly and stuttered..

"I-i j-ust realized that the g-guy I l-love will never f-eel the s-same way about me.."

Ohh I see now. So this is about that guy she likes so much.

"Well...Did you tell him how you feel?" She just shook her head slowly from right to left as if saying 'no'.

"Well then how do you know he doesn't feel the same way?" I saw pure sadness in her eyes...

"Come on [Name]! Go to that guy right now and tell him your feelings! You can't just sit here and cry over something you don't know if it's true or not."

She sighed loudly and stood up in front of me. I stood up too. The next thing that happened was unexpected.

"Go to him and tell him? I have nowhere to go..He is standing right in front of me" She said sternly looking in my eyes.

I just blinked a few times trying to process what she just said. S-she liked me? I'm the one who she loves so much? Whaat? She sighed again and continued while tears started flowing down her cheeks again.

"Is it that hard to believe that you are the one I love? Did you even think for a second that you could be the one? Even the others discovered it so why...Why did you..." She couldn't even finish her sentence. Her voice cracked during those words. She looked down and clenched her fists. When she looked up at me the only thing I saw in her eyes was pure disappointment and sadness.
I did that to her? I made her this sad? But wait...What do I feel towards her?

"I-I'm sorry [Name],but I don't think I feel the same way" These were the only words I could say in my state of shock and anger cause I didn't see her feeling sooner. But that doesn't change the fact that..I don't feel the same. I need to concentrate on BTS now. I just.. can't...

~Your P.O.V~
Here I am. Standing before my lifetime crush, while my nightmare is starting to become reality. He doesn't feel the same. I knew it. I knew it all along! Why?? Why did I even confess?? Why was I so stupid to think he would love a girl like me?

"Don't worry about it...I knew you wouldn't feel the same...It was my fault of thinking you would actually like me back.." I put a sad smile on my face
"Hope we can still be friends.." I couldn't look in his eyes now...I just couldn't...

"S-Sure..." He said it bluntly still in his thoughts...

I couldn't take anymore...I quickly ran out of the room crying when I bumped into someone. I slowly looked up to see Jungkook looking down at me with a worried face. I just ran past him ignoring him calling my name. He then turned and went in the practise room. I assume to talk to Jimin.. Honestly...I did turn back..But just for a few seconds. I ran home and ran in my room as quickly as possible and locked my door.

"Honey? Is everything okay?" I heard my mom's voice but I didn't reply. I just sat down in a corner and cried all night.

~Jimin's P.O.V~
Kookie came in right after [Name] ran out. He turned at me with a worried face

"Did something happen? I just saw [Name] running out of here crying..." He pointed to the door.

"She confessed to me..." Kookie watched me with wide eyes.
"and I rejected her"
Jungkook's eyes widened even more and searching for my expression but I didn't look at him..

"Jiminie...[Name] is a great girl..A-and"

I cut him off...
"Of course she is..She was near me all the time..Helping me when I needed someone...But...I don't think I can look at her like that...Besides..I need to concentrate on BTS now.."

Jungkook embraced me and pated my head..
"Jimin..I get it. Now come on. Let's go to sleep. I'm sure things will get better after a while"

We started walking back to the dorms...I really want to believe in Kookie's words but something inside me told me that I made a mistake today. Nothing will be normal between me and [Name] again....

Heey guys! :) Soo sorry for another depressing chapter. Don't worry the story is not over yet. It is only the beginning ;) So as you can see Jimin doesn't feel the same way..But who said that feelings can't change? ;) Will everything turn back to normal? You will see in the next chapters :) Pls comment or vote or anything you want ;) Bye-bye! :*