Feelings can change (Jimin X Reader)

Apart from each other

My nightmare became reality. After I confessed things got awkward between me and Jimin. We agreed to stay friends but it didn't really work out. He invited me a few times to rehearsals but we didn't really talk much. We avoided each other. I then stoped going to the practices and he stoped invinting me. We kept in touch a little bit. We texted each other, but soon that got awkward too. We didn't know what to say after what happened. We slowly but surely parted away.
Right now I haven't seen him for half a year. Yes..half a year.. BTS got famous really quickly, but I'm not surprised at all. They already have 3 songs and to every song one videoclip. No more dream, Bulletproof pt.2 and NO. I heard they are already working on a new one.

Meanwhile I joined a dance club. I wanted to find an activity to get my mind of him. Okay...I know.. Maybe dancing isn't the best choice but I'm pretty good at it. I guess during all those years I've spent with Jimin I developed a liking towards dancing too. Yes...It reminds me of Jimin,  but I really like doing it.. We visited Japan for a few weeks with the group because we had a competition there. And we won :) Poeple could see the competition on TV so many people saw us. We became quite popular here in Japan and surprisingly in Korea too. Okay...Not as famous as the K-Pop groups but still... I was very happy. Dancing helped me get out from my depression. I found a place where I belong and where I can work as hard as everybody else. We keep going to competitions and we often dance at festivals too. It was nice to visit Japan. :) In these times I'm really grateful that mom taught me japanese when I was a kid. Even with all these events going on, I still kept thinking of Jimin. My feelings didn't change at all. I'm still in love with him, but it doesn't matter anymore and it's easier to control my feelings if I don't see him every day. I was at a few BTS concerts and I try to support them as much as I can. I talked with Kookie a few times on the phone and he told me what's going on with them. They work a lot(as always) and they are happy. That's all I wanted to hear. They care about ARMY very much and they try to return all the love that they give to them. Kookie was the most worried about me after what happened and I'm really grateful for that. I hope I can return the kindness some day.

~Jimin's P.O.V~
6 months. I haven't seen [Name] for six months. Things got complicated and we parted. I knew it will happen...But honestly...I regret it. I kept thinking of her. What was she doing? Is she alright? Was it a good choice to reject her? I missed her smile and hugs. I missed everything about her. BTS is becoming more famous day after day. We won several 'New Artist of the Year' awards including those at the 2013 MelOn Music Awards. We all were very happy and kept working harder and harder. We are preparing a new song already.

I tried to discover how is [Name] doing when I saw her dancing on TV. There were 4 other girls with her. It was some dance competition in Japan and they won. She was incredible. I never new she could dance like that. I guess I missed to notice a lot of things about her. She looked amazing. Her dance outfit highlighted her curves which thanks to the training were really...khm...you know...(A/N: No...Jimin is not a pervert. I just wanted to emphasize that you look great after all the training) Her hair is a little bit longer than I remembered and she kept it in a ponytail while dancing, but she left one thin lock loose at the side of her cheeks. I missed her so much and I'm happy to see her doing so well. And her dance moves are really good. Actually all the BTS members saw her dance. First I wasn't sure if that was really [Name] so I called the others. She became more feminine...Maybe she always looked so good, but I was to blind to notice? I don't know...All I know is that I wish she was here near me and supporting me..And not just me..Us..

Heeey guys! Okay..This chapter is kind of a Time Skip since 6 months passed since you saw each other. Khm...Is somebody interested in you more? Hm? *winkeu* *winkeu* To make it clear Jimin is not a pervert. He just observed how good you look after all that training and everything ;) And as it seems he missed you very much ;) Hehe..I hope you like this chapter :) From here on things will get better so I hope you are looking forward to the next chapters :) Bye-bye :*