Feelings can change (Jimin X Reader)

Hard work and Jimin's feelings

Today I woke up very early because we started shooting the music video very early. We need to finish the dance version today too. (If we can) I don't know much about shooting, but since they dance too I have to be there. All I know is that they will be pooped at the end of the day. I really hope they will have some breaks to eat and stuff like that. I'm really worried about them. They keep working hard and forgetting to eat properly. Which is very bad for them. But here they are at 6 a.m. in the Bangtan van almost falling off their feet. Poor guys. But I'm not better either. I have huge bangs under my eyes and I feel like I could just asleep anywhere. Jimin burried his head in my shoulder and I think he aslept for a few minutes because he almost fell. We arrived at the place where the video will be made. The boys finally woke up and changed into their clothes. A few of them changed their hair color. For example RapMon had white hair but it was rather a light shade of gray than completly white. It's hard to explain. V's hair is almost impossible to describe. It's kind of orange but not quite. Jungkook has a little red in there. But the colors suit the guys so they look really good. Jimin's hair is almost the same. The style is a little bit different. All in all with the make-up, the shirts and suits and the hair they looked like every girls dream bad boy 😏

"How do we look Noona??" Jungkook's happy voice made me come back to reality. The manager looked at me with a wierd face but I gestured him that it's nothing to be worried about.

If you didn't know, dating staff members is forbidden. So the boys can't date me or any staff member that works under Big Hit Entertainment. Not that that's a problem for me. I am friends with all of them and nothing more. Sure I wish I could be more to Jimin than just a friend but you already know the rest.

"Amazing. I like the hair colour and style RapMon." I smiled to the leader of the group.

"Thanks [Name]" He smiled back at me and went to change the chair he was sitting on because he broke it. I have no idea how he managed that but he is the 'God of Destruction' (as Suga nicknamed him).

"And miiiine?" Kookie whined with eyes glued on me, being 'sad' that I didn't praise his hair too.

I sighed and smiled "I like your hair too, Kookie. And V's to"' I raised my hand and high fived with V.

"[Naaaammmeee]!!" I heard someone's far to familiar scream and then I felt him hug me from behind around my neck.

"You sure are energetic Jimin.." Which is odd because he couldn't stand on his feet this morning. I unwrapped his arms from my neck (even though I wanted to stay like that forever) and looked at him.

"You need to take care of your outfit. You will be filming soon." I ironed a few wrinckels from his shirt with my hand and made sure he looks perfect. Not that he needs my help for that but anyway.

"Thanks [Name]!" He kissed my forehead and rubbed my cheeks with his hand. I blushed several shades of red. Damn you and your cuteness Park Jimin! O/////O 

~Jungkook's P.O.V~
Jimin finally got it together. Every time I try to be alone with [Name] he keeps popping up out of nowhere. And that's good. It seems that he is very jealous if she talks to me alone. But it's not just with me. It's with anyone. Last week V and [Name] were laughing about something and Jimin was looking at them in a wierd way and then joined them. My plan is working smoothly. On top of that, Jimin and [Name] are dancing every night together at 7 p.m. So they are having some alone time. I swear if Jimin won't ask her out soon I don't know what will I do to him. It seems that he is kind of flirting with her, but not to much. Maybe he is afraid of rejection? Interesting..the roles have reversed. Last time [Name] was afraid of rejection and now Jimin is. Hyung is so interesting :) I like seeing him so shy. On the other hand I am so excited to shoot this music video and the dance version. It will be a lot of work (as always) but after that we have one day when we can do whatever we want. I think we are going somewhere with Heart Attack. Hehe..can't wait :)

~Jimin's P.O.V~
We woke up so early today. I couldn't even stand on my feet this morning, but thanks to [Name] I survived. She held me around my waist so I won't fall and let me put my head on her soulder. I know she was tired too, but she cared about me more than herself. Which was very kind of her. I realised that what I feel for her is indeed love. And now I don't know what the hell to do!! I try to keep her away from any boy that's why I try to not leave her alone with Jungkook or V or anybody else. Which is insane because they are my best friends, but I am afraid somebody will take her away from me. Besides I have no right to keep her away from anyone because we are not together. Plus I'm afraid of asking her out. After what happened who wouldn't be? Waah...I need to man up, but I'm afraid of rejection. Is this what [Name] felt? Well this feeling is horrible. Looking at your crush and not being able to confess because you are afraid of rejection. The difference is that her biggest fear became real when I rejected her. How could I be such an asshole? Ugh..Even though she gets red every time I touch her. I hope it's not because she is uncomfortable or something.

"Guys come on! We need to start!" I heard the manager yell. I let go of [Name] and we all started the shooting.

~Your P.O.V~
They all started shooting. The bad boy image is on point. The lyrics are like that too. I need to concentrate on their dancing and if anything goes wrong I need to help them. But I don't think it will be necessary. We practised it so much it's almost impossible to forget it. They will work hard. I know they will.

<A few hours later>
The guys are already exhausted but I really can't blame them. They danced the same thing over and over again multiple times just so the producers can get it from different angles. I helped a bit here and there, but not that much. They asked me from which angle does the dance look better. I helped Namjoon a bit and Jin.

Thankfully the food has arrived. I was starving and the guys were too. We didn't eat breakfast at all and lunch came late too. But now it is finally here. There was some noodles and korean beef if I saw it right. As a good half japanese girl, I ordered ramen. We ate everything very fast. After a short break we continued the work.

<Time skip>
Finally we are done!!! Holly hell this was long. It's already past midnight and the guys are barely standing, but the music video will be awesome since everybody worked really hard on it. The guys thanked everyone for their hard work and got in the van. All they wanted was to sleep and I completely agreed with them. They offered me to bring me home with the van which I gladly accepted, because I had no energy to walk home from the guys' dorm. The boys aslept in the van immediately, like some little kids. I kissed Jimin's forehead and got out of the van. I was more than happy to see my house in front of me. I went in, locked the door, I went upstairs to my room and jumped directly on my bed. I aslept immediately not even caring that I aslept with my clothes and make-up (the little I wear every day) on.

Heeey guys! 😊 Sooo...Jimin loves you for real now. But will he man up and ask you out? Maybe 😉😉 I really hope you liked this chapter and thank you so much for your patience and support. I know I'm updating kind of slow right now, but I'm going on a trip tomorrow for a few days and I need to get ready and stuff. The bad news is that I won't be able to update for a while again. And I'm really sorry 😢 After I come home I will update again. If I have the time maybe I will write more chapters and then upload them on one day. We'll see how it will go. Comment your thoughts or suggestions. If you think something is exagerated or out of charatcer please let me know. Love you all 😘 Bye-bye :*