Big Heart, Little Body (Melanie Martinez,Halsey,TØP,P!ATD)(#Wattys2016)

The Dark Parts Of My Thoughts

(A/N : full chapter name is The Dark Parts Of My Thoughts ^^ also nightcore is mine)

(Melanie's POV)
I got up. I set my tea down, put on my coat and slipped on some shoes I could run in. Slippers were definitely NOT shoes for running. I got dressed up, I mean, seriously? This is my time with him.

I started walking downstairs. I had put on black wedges, a black and white dress and tied my hair (which I had freshly dyed black and white), into a high ponytail. I think I look good. I grabbed my phone off the charger. I chucked it into my bag (theme for outfit : black and white, I guess) and walked out the door.

I shut my door and started walking down the street. "Fuck, I should've brought a flashlight. If I sprain my ankle, I'll have to not worry Tyler. And last time I broke a bone....oh god." I whispered to myself.

I knocked the door. I waited a couple minutes, then knocked again. And again. And again. Finally, Josh let me in. I stepped in and took a deep breath.

I was led into their cosy living room, that consisted of pictures.Mostly me and Tyler, Tyler and Josh, and Me, Tyler, Josh, Brendon and Ashley. That was, before she backstabbed us AND got murdered.

Yes, I am grieving. Just only a little bit though. If it were my other cousin, Nikki, I would have taken it so heavily. But thank god it wasn't her. I would have taken it so heavily if it was her. Tyler and I would have broken up, I wouldn't have given him a second chance, and I would shoot him a glare whenever he would come near me, or when we were in the same class. Ha. I can be a mean girl too!

I started tapping my foot. "Hey, uh, Josh, I'll be right back, okay?" I said, breaking the awkward silence. "Kay" He said, never looking up from his phone.

I got up and started walking down stairs. Eventually, I reached the basement. And what I saw, shocked me.

"Nikki...?"