ASH 》 h.s 》 #Wattys2017

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'If you werent born with it, you can add a couple ornaments.

Just be sure to read the warning kids, cause pretty sure you'll be bored of it.' -Mrs. Potato Head

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H A R R Y

When your mind is full of 'what ifs?' you yourself wouldnt really know what to do.

This is what is happening to me right now.

I dont know what to choose nor how to do it.

This is fxcked up. My life is.

Ever since she came into my life. Its never been anything but trouble. She caused this. Ash.

But... What is she CAN help me? Help solve my problem? Cure mom?

Like they always say, you'll never know unless you try.

Its only the first step, Harry. Think about it. This is your chance. Take it and have your mum cured without you or leave it with your mum dying but with you?

One small desicion will reflect on my lifetime...

I have chosen.

So be it.

I took out my phone and booked the earliest flight back to LA. And its on about 5 hours. Thats early as fxck but...

This is my chance.

And I am taking it. I wont let my mum die in a shitty fxcking cancer. This sickness has destroyed the lives of others. I cant let it happen to me.

Hell no.

Now, all I have to do is plan my strategy.

I'm pretty sure she will get me to escape with her and plan something.

But first, I have to get out without being noticed.

I took out my things carefully and layed out my clothes and pushing them back in the suitcase.

I was careful not to be heard for I am sure that they will question me and I'm not the best liar.

Lets just say I am the worst at everything.

I closed it up and got changed to more comfortable clothes.

I took one last glance at the room and checked if I had something missing.

Nothing.

I opened the door slowly and brought my bag down the stairs ever so quietly...

Hope they wont hear me...

I finally brought it down and rolled it onto the door.

I opened the door...

It made a small creaking sound but I looked over my back and saw it didnt make a difference.

I opened it more and walked out.

I didnt expect that to be fast.

Guess I am lucky today.

Or not.

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A S H

I stood up from my bed as they rolled the tray to my cell.

I looked at the guy dead in the eye...

I know he is afraid and that he is struggling to tell himself he is...

I gave him a cold look and he froze...

I stepped back and laughed so loudly like a crazy girl. I am arent I?

I grabbed the tray and walked back to my bed.

He stood there staring at me and I didnt like it.

It gave me a small nudge to my wrath and I wanted to destroy him.

Kill him.

"Now, get the fxck away. Stop staring a-hole." I said before taking a bite from the food.

He scrambled to the cart and walked away as fast as he can.

Again... I laughed so loudly even the guards reacted.

There is something wrong with me and I agree...

Its who I am.

Its what I live with.

And no one.

No one can change a thing about it.

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H A R R Y

I finally arrived at the airport. I am glad its still open at these times.

I took out my suitcase and paid the man who drove the cab.

I headed straight to waiting area. I paid quite a bit extra for I wanted to go back to LA as fast as possible.

I am now onboard on the plane.

I'm quite lucky that no one has even called me yet. And thats good.

Maybe I could do a little thinking.

In my mind, it is set that this is the only option that is positive and theres no turning back from it.

I will do it.

No matter how fxcked up it is. I dont care.

This deal with Ash will be the first step to mum getting cured and staying alive.

Tomorrow, I will sneak in the Asylum and get her.

This is a big risk that I am going to take but remember these words from Charles Stanley:

Fear stifles our thinking and actions. It creates indecisiveness that results in stagnation. I have known talented people who procrastinate indefinitely rather than risk failure. Lost opportunities cause erosion of confidence, and the downward spiral begins...

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its shitty and im sorry :))) FXCKING ME BEFORE YOU GOT ME TO TEAR UP!!! all the love x