ASH 》 h.s 》 #Wattys2017

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'Stitched you up, put you together
With cotton and feather
Gave you love, put my heart inside you
Oh what could I do
When you started talking in your sleep
Saying things you'd do to me
I didn't care
I wasn't scared
Now I'm finding knives under the sheets
Crumbled photographs of me
I'm in despair
Should I be scared?

Teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
You were comforting and quiet
How did love become so violent?
Oh, teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
Everything was so sweet until you tried to kill me

I threw you out, I didn't outgrow you
I just didn't know you
But now you're back
And it's so terrifying how you paralyze me
Now you're showing up inside my home
Breathing deep into the phone
I'm so unprepared
I'm fxcking scared

Teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
You were comforting and quiet
How did love become so violent?
Teddy bear, you were my teddy bear
Everything was so sweet until you tried to kill me

I'm fxcking scared.' -Teddy Bear

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DR. H

I opened my eyes and awoke from the sleep. Then untangled my arms around Ash.

I planted a kiss on her forehead and went downstairs to do some thinking on my own.

I sat down on the tall stool sitting just right beside the counter in the kitchen.

'How dare he even lay a fxcking finger on my princess? Thats completely unacceptable.'

'He will never get away with this. I will plot a revenge on that stupid bird.'

'Oh and I wont give up. Shxts about to get real, better slap him to reality.'

'I'm not gonna only be crazy. But I surely will get all my psycho out on him.'

'I just feel rage whenever its about her. Heck, I'm the only one she has.'

Thoughts ruptured to my mind and everything, every connection I ever had with Ash all comes back in a flash.

Her smile, her devious laugh, her dimples, and her sparkling eyes. I just cant get enough of her.

Just the thought of a person hurting her makes me angry at all levels.

I clenched my fists together and brought a hand up and pinched the bridge of my nose. It helps calm me down sometimes.

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A S H

I rolled around on the bed and faced the window, the light making some of its way through.

I smiled a bit, making the old me crinkle come back for a second.

Nevermind that.

I need this day off. My mind has been a blur and everything makes me fustrated.

I stood up and didnt even bother to take a shower first.