The Story of a Guy with Hope Based On True Events In The Authors Life

The unexpected

So before I met Brownie, I had met a girl named Chelsea and I will admit I felt something pulling me towards this girl. At first, I thought it was a crush so I told a few mutual friends and was asking for advice she kept coming so close to hearing that I liked her. yet, I had a realization that she would never like me or at least in that way. She had cared for another mutual friend of ours so I backed off completely. I still liked her for a while but when I met brownie it was like my heart punched me in the face and said hey this is a true crush. You all know how that went but through all the pain and depressed thoughts. I still had a glimmer of hope so I continued on with my life and ended up going to a church event called "Go mission" which was an event where you go and help with smaller churches and I met a girl that completely got rid of all of my pain and had replaced it with joy and passion. But, I could tell that something was up with this girl. So, I continued to just hang out and flirt with her but anyway this wasn't what this chapter is supposed to be about, so back to Chelsea I hadn't really talked to her much but a passion was still there. I could tell there was a chip on her shoulder and I'm just the type of person who doesn't want anyone to live their life in anxiety full of stress so I tried to talk to her more over "Go mission" but, that only got me to read more about her insecurities and now I wanted to help her more than ever. although, she is one of those people that think their problems are a bother so she never really told really anyone about them. I could see they were eating away at her outgoing personality. I could tell that she doubts a lot of the things she would say plus she would basically pick on herself and say stuff that was very much not true like "I don't see why" or "I'm not that important" and my least favorite is split between two "I'm just dumb" and "I'm sorry for my ugliness" all of these phrases were very untrue. She is so gorgeous she always has some guy hitting on her and she is very intelligent in a lot of her choices, so recently I went to church camp and I told her my story everything that is basically in this book up to this point and she was the best person I could tell all this too because she had experienced all of these fellings in some part of her life and I will never forget the words she said "I'm always here for you" but in return I do the same I have found a best friend when I follow what my heart had said I have such a strong passion for this person that I can't even allow myself to lie to her so yeah life can be hard but it can also be fun just remember whatever you are experiencing someone else in this world can probably help you