The Story of a Guy with Hope Based On True Events In The Authors Life

It WAS great

So you finally got over the last incident you finally get over her after 6 months you begin to notice that there was a girl that you haven't really talked to that much, you knew her from a circle of mutual friends so you think to yourself that you might as well become a better friend. You begin to start texting her and before you know it something big happen while you were on your way walking to a class you notice she is crying the friend that once had your attention is now non-existent to you he offers to help but you tell him "I got this" but she had walked off but you see her in the distance so you sprint as fast as you can this is a very important moment and not a second can be wasted so you ask what is up? She responds to say that she believes that her boyfriend is planning to break up with her. You start to remember that she had a boyfriend that she cared dearly for they had their ups and downs but you knew she cared for him dearly you try your best to keep her mood up making a bunch of jokes. Saying stuff that's really stupid but you know it would make her smile and did I forget to mention you are walking her home currently. You are walking someone home when your parents don't even allow you to cross the street that shows how much you care as to go so far out of your comfort zone. So back to the walking you eventually get to her house and she seems like she is doing pretty ok but before you know it her boyfriend texts her and it basically says that he doesn't find the relationship is going anywhere so he basically wanted to break up. You think to yourself seriously dude you couldn't take the decency to actually tell her in person but then you realise would you even have the guts to say such a thing to this girl in person. You continue to talk to her and you realise that you're falling for this girl but you know she just got out of a deep relationship so you're gonna give her space to recuperate but things go on as usual but one thing happens you ask her out to the formal dance and of course you say as a friend but you know you would've preferred a actual date but you get what you can. Some time passes by and you get her a wonderful gift passed on a text it was very sentimental because it said "you helped me on it" for the time that she helped you when you were struggling with just how life was going for you. So more time goes by she walks with you to the bus as usual but she is being very quiet she begins to speak and say "will you answer my question?" And you respond in a very long explained way just to basically say yes and then she goes do you like me? You say in what regard. She goes like more than a friend. You take some time to think to yourself do you really like this person and it just comes out. Yes, I do and then she explains why she couldn't possibly date you and it rips you apart but you hide it put a smile on your face and acts as if it made no difference but days later during your chemistry class you break out in tears unexpectedly people around you wonder what's wrong? You ignore them because your pain is your own. It continues to grow stronger every day waiting for one thing to release all of it at once