❣ I'm Sorry I'm Not What You Wanted ❣

ugh... :(

OK, so my sister got herself a tablet today with the hundred bucks her dad gave her. Now I really don't have anything against him right now, cause he's trying his best to make things right between us now. So he came by today to see what she spent her money on, and she showed him her tablet and a bunch of candy she bought.  I had to walk around with her all day in the stores just so she could get that little bit of stuff. Anyways, later on he came up to me and told me he's got me covered in October. Of course he meant he would give me the same thing he gave her, $100. But in every experience I've had with him, he's lied. Every promise he makes, he usually doesn't keep. So I've really only got about a 40% chance he'll do what he said he would... What I really want instead of money is to just spend a day out with him, like going out to eat, or go to the park, or even the library would be fine... But I'm afraid to ask, cause I don't know how awkward it'll be, cause I really don't talk a lot to him when he comes by. He's getting old and I don't want him to think I only talk to him for money, cause I really don't like taking his money and then he just leaves. That's not how families are supposed to work. I always thought dads wanted daddy daughter time, but I guess cause I'm not his biological daughter he doesn't want that... I don't know... I just want to do something with him for my birthday...

anyhoo... laters <3