❣ I'm Sorry I'm Not What You Wanted ❣

Forevermore

I'm tired of people taking things light

Always saying it'll be alright

It won't be 

Ever again

I'm too scarred

Too sad within

My body's in bad shape

It is myself, that I hate

No one can help

No one at all

I'm here in this hell

I'm about to fall

I'm too tired of all this shit

I can't hold on

I'm falling into this pit

Over and over

I'm calling out

No one's there

To hear my shouts

I'm here I'm here

I'm screaming loud

Someone come help

Know what?

Nevermind

I'll stay here and lose my mind

I'm OK

Living in hell

I'm here alone

No one will help

I'm fine with that

I really am

It's just me and my blade

Hand in hand

Forevermore.