❣ I'm Sorry I'm Not What You Wanted ❣

My Mind / The Pain Helps Me (Poem)

My mind is breaking

Falling apart

I want to die.

I want to start

Cutting

Deep and hard

Until I die,

But I can't

I'm not strong enough.

I'm weak,

For even cutting at all

But it feels so good

It helps

But it shouldn't.

The pain helps me

Push on.

The pain helps me

Win this fight.

The pain helps me

Stay strong

Like I'm supposed to.

Help me pain

Help me stay strong

All day long

And not give in

To these fantasies

Within

My mind.