(Jaz Pov)
Its been 2 weeks since Ricky left to give me time to make a decision. I dont know what to do. i know who i want but i dont know what to say to the other one. I really need to say something before i end up alone and a single mother.
"jaz i came to check on you. are you okay? did you make a decision?" sammy said and behind her was Perrie.
"yeah jaz its been 2 weeks. did you make a decision?"
"guys i already made my decision since Ricky left i just dont know how to let the other one down its hard for me to tell someone you dont want them anymore"
"i know but if you dont say anything you are not gonna have a boyfriend anymore and jaz dont only think about you think about your baby." sammy said
"i know I did thought about my baby. i knew my decision the minute i saw him and im not changing my mind i know who i want and im not gonna let him go ever"
"so are you gonna tell us who you picked?" perrie said sittin next to me on the couch and sammy following behind perrie
"no not yet i kind of want to tell him first and let the other one down before i tell anyone."
"boo you suck i really want to know come on im your best friend" perrie said "and im your sister" sammy said
"i know but come on guys can you guys please agree with me on this i know what im doing i just dont know how to do it"
"you have a complicated life my love" perrie said smiling at me
"i know" i smiled back
"well i must be going i have to go meet jade, she kind of got jealous that i spend alot of time with you and she misses our 'JERRIE' moment " perrie said
"it had to be jade well see you later tell jade and the others to come visit me sometime, i get lonely and i need more company"
"okay i will tell them bye love bye sammy"
"bye" sammy and i said
"well samantha how is my little niece"
"dont call me that and she is fine she misses her auntie last time she saw you was when i came back"
"i know why dont you and harry come and have dinner since last time we couldn't because all what happened with Ricky"
"i know ill come and let me see if harry can come"
"okay"
" well jazmine ill see you later i have to pick up sophie from harrys mom house"
"Okay bye Sammy"
I'm alone again I hate being alone it makes me think about my life and how complicated it is. I know Perrie said it but when I'm alone and thinking it becomes true. I need to fix this the longer I take the more people I'm hurting around me and I don't want that but even if I tell the person I want that I want him I will still be hurting the other one and it hurts me to think I am doing that to him. ugh I hate having these talks with myself it makes me more stressed than im already am and it not good for the baby. that's another thing I don't have to think about me anymore I have to think about my baby too. there's only one thing to do.........
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Half A Heart Without You
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