Half A Heart Without You

chapter 13

(niall pov)

2 weeks has past and today is my last day here I leave tomorrow morning I havent heard from jaz since I closed the door in her face 2 weeks ago I cant believe I did that all I wanted was for her to go with me but look where I am im in a bar drinking my pain away

"niall?"zayn said

"what"

"its time to leave you drank too much tonight"

"wow thanks for telling something I already know now go away and leave me alone"

"stop being a fucking asshole and go and apologize to jaz"

"no I dont feel like it shes the one who started I was only asking her to go with me now if you excuse me im going to get another drink" I said vut zayn stop mm e and sat me in a chair

"you are not drinking anymore you are coming with me back to your house"

"fine lets go" I said we found the other guys and we went to louis car louis droped out all the other guys and then drop me off

"you know your going to have a massive hangover tomarrow" louis said

"I know louis" I said when I went inside the house I heard a noise coming from upstairs I went uptairs and went inside my room

"what are you doing here" I said

"I came to get clothes,are you drunk?"

"does it matters if im drunk"

"sorry for asking vut I.also came here to talk to you"

"what?"

"I think we should break up"

"no jaz we cant break up we have been together for so long I cant live without you your my other half and if you take my other half away from me I will be a half a heart without you"

"ni im sorry but I dont think long distance relationship will work"

"then why dont you come with me  we will come back in a year"

"I dont know I like it here"

"we will come back its not going to be forever"

"okay ni I will go with you"

"really your coming with me"

"yes I will but I want you to promise me something"

"what is it"

"I want you to promise me that  you will not leave me for another girl

"I will never leave you babe I love you to much to leave you I promise I will never leave you" I said and kissed her after 1 minute later she pulled away

"ni remember that I told you im a virgin"

"yeah?" I asked confused

"why dont we change that"

"really are you sure your ready"

"yeah im sure we have been together for 2 years I think its time we take it to the next level"

"ok babe" I said I cant believe she just said that I been waiting for her to tell me that shes read. I started kissing her passionately

"I love you so much jaz" I said still kissing her

"I love you ni" she says I love the way she kisses me with so much love I love this girl so much and im glad im gonna be her first

"are you sure?" I asked her

"yeah" she says with those beautiful eyes I kiss her once again and she lifts my shirt up and I do the same to her and she looks embarrass that im seeing her breast

"dont be embarrass babe you look beautiful" I said and I kissed her neck I slide a finger in her panties and she moans, shes so wet already and im so hard for her I remove her bra and panties and I do the same with me I remove my jeans and boxers. I lay her gently on the bed and I put my finger in her I watch her as she closes her eyes and moans my name, I grab a condom and I put it on

"ready babe?" I ask I wanna make sure she wants to do this

"yeah" she says I kiss her again and I go slowly inside of her I know its hurting her and it hurts to see her in pain

"do you want me to stop?" I ask and she shakes her head

"dont worry next time it will be so much better" I said I keep going in and out of her slowly

"I love you jaz your everything to me"

"I love you ni" she says as she moans im loving that sound

"I promise you that is gonna feel good next time" I said and she nods I keep going in and out of her until we reach our high and I lay next to her

"was it good" I asked

"yeah" she says out of breath

"thanks for letting me be your first" I said and she smiled