Half A Heart Without You

Chapter 22

"YOU ARE SUCH AN ASS"  

I know you may be wondering whats happening, well here is what happened

~2 hours earlier~

i took my phone and called Niall over. I just want to get this out of my chest already. after getting lost in my thoughts i heard the door 

here goes nothing i opened the door and Niall was there looking at me

"why am i here? whats going on?" niall asked 

"i want to clear the air."

"what do you mean? whats going on?" niall asked again

"well if you havent notice me and ricky had a little break because you came back and everything got so messed up you confess your love to me and that wasnt fair to me niall you left me when i needed you the most and you made me feel awful about myself i kept asking myself am i good enough? what did i ever did?" 

"jaz im sor-"

"let me finish! you hurt me so bad and you also broke your promise. you told me you were never going to find someone better than me when we move to New York"

'jaz i never found no one i was always out partying and im sorry i am you feel that way"

"sorry doesnt cut it because other than that i stayed up all night waiting for you and you never showed up just stop lying and tell me the truth you cheated on me. we are not together why continue to lie just admit that you cheated on me when we were together"

"FINE JAZ I CHEATED ON YOU MORE THAN ONCE THATS WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR ,THAT WHILE YOU WERE WAITING FOR ME I WAS FUCKING SOMONE ELSE AND HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE!!"

"YOU ARE SUCH AN ASS I CANT BELIEVE I EVER LOVED YOU AND JUST TO LET YOU KNOW THE REASON I CALLED YOU HERE WAS TO TELL YOU WE ARE NEVER GONNA BE TOGETHER ANYMORE SO GET OUT OF MY LIFE NEVER COME SEE ME BECAUSE"

"because what"

"because i fell in love with Ricky i dont love you anymore like i used to. Ricky and I have a baby on the way and i finally gonna get my happy ending. i have always thought that i would be starting a family with you but i guess we were not meant to be"

"Jaz dont do this to me i love you please"

"but i dont love you anymore so just go i dont want to see you again" i said,  Niall looked hurt and just open the door and left and now i feel bad but i was hurt too and mad I stopped thinking about it and called the love of my life 

"hello jaz is everything okay?"

"hi yeah everything is great i just needed to talk to you"

"what is it?"

"its been a while since we last talked"

"yeah it has been,how are you?"

"ive been good. you?"

"good missing you have you made a decision"

"yeah i did and i am about to tell him"

"you picked niall didnt you"

"no babe i picked you"

"did you picked me because you love me or because of the baby"

"I picked you because i love you. i thought my world was niall but i cant see myself with him anymore. my present and future is with you and our little pumpkin"

"i love you"ricky said

"and i love you"