Entwined

Farewell

It was a long journey we’ve been through together.

Whenever I run into him in that train station he would just smile. With that my love for him grew.

He didn’t dare to ask me why I would always look up in the sky and keep on saying things that have we done this and that. The yesterday’s me would always add unnecessary things to what we’ve done. Like kissing and holding each other with I believe really didn’t yet happened.

After some time, I’ve told him that I’m Aisleen Rowe. When he heard my name, I’m sure his eyes were that of a scared child caught in something he had done wrong but I set that aside. He said he’s name was William.

He would always tell me things about school and that he knew Luneth and Scarlett. They were not friends so he couldn’t tell me much but he says they’re lucky to have me as their friend.

I even asked him to give them my letter, my first and last…

Luneth,

Uhhm Hi there! I know that we’ve been through lots of things like hating each other but I’m lucky to have you there. You were my one and only knight who would always come to the rescue like when I was about to run away. I’m sorry if I was always mean to you, it’s just that you would’ve always out smart me and tease me all the way. I miss you Luneth. One thing’s for sure, I would admit that you were my first love. I can tell that you may often see signs of it but I too always brush them off. I love the way you look at me, the way you care for me and make my heart beat. I’m sorry if it’s late that I told you about it, I just want you to know that at least once in my life I had loved you deeply without you even knowing it. You don’t have to reply to this, really. This will be my first and last letter to you. Can you extend my love to your sister too? I’ve always loved you! Take care of yourself, I heard that you have someone you love now, take care of her much more than yourself! I mean it, Mr. Good looks! ^_^

Love,

Aisleen

Scarlett,

Hello there my lovely twin! I miss you so much!  I know that you would’ve hated me now that I left you without any word. I’m really sorry! I love you so much my dear that I hate myself for not telling you but it’s all too complicated. I’ve actually sent one to your silly brother too. I just told him that I loved him. I’m also sorry if I didn’t tell you about it, but I guess you’ve known it from the start. I wish all the best; take care of you, okay? I love you.  Take care of my mom for me, I miss you guys! I’m okay here even though I’m so far away from you guys. You would’ve have heard of my sickness, so sorry if only now that I’m able to recall some and managed to write. It’s really painful for me to lose so much of my own. I hate myself more than before. You knew that I would’ve end up killing myself, right? That’s why you’re always there to scold me ^_^ with that I’m indebted to you! Until I free myself from the depths of misery, I promise I’ll be back. For now, good bye!

Love and Kisses,

Aisleen

It’s worth the pain that I sent them those letters at least now they will be free of those painful memories of me. Will told me that when he’d given them my letters, they wouldn’t accept them not until he convinced them. I failed to get how did he managed but I still thanked him for that.

I said to him that will be the last of it...