Reunited..Thanks To The Internet [2] [needs major editing]

Chapter 11: Broken

***Peyton's POV***

I couldn't help but feel extremely guilty. I'm practically engaged and I let Nick kiss me.

I let his warm, soft lips overlap mine. His kiss was tender, sweet, and gentle. As if he didn't wanna break me anymore than he already has.

I slowly let myself kiss him back and when I did I felt him smile in the kiss. I couldn't help but smile as well. I've been dreaming about this moment forever. Me being an ICONiac and always a Nick girl, this was like a dream.

When he slowly pulled away his face was still so close to mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face. Our foreheads pressed against each other sending chills up my spine.

I bit my lower lip. Did that just happen? I'm practically engaged to Spencer, yet I allowed myself to kiss Nick.

"Nick, I-I'm sorry,"I said as I took a step back.

His face paled as he if he knew what was gonna happen next,"Pey please.."

"No I'm sorry. I'm being unfair to you and Spencer,"I choked out as tears formed in the back of my eyes.

"Peyton please,"he said, his voice cracking in the process as he reached for my hands but I flinched at the unexpected contact.

His beautiful almond colored eyes filled with hurt and saddness when he did. I hated seeing him like this. Seeing him so...broken.

"I-I gotta go,"I muttered as I turned around and walked away.

"I love you though,"I heard him whisper.

I made the mistake of turning around because when I did I saw him looking at me. Big, fat tears cascading down his perfect face. He was..broken. 

I shook my head at that thought. I threw on a pair of jean shorts, a white tank-top tucked in with the words 'Ain't No Wifey' on it, and my worn out black combat boots. I tied my hair in a simple high pony and left the bathroom.

I looked at the clock in my room. The bright, neon, digital lights read: '3:34 AM'. I sighed quietly as I put my wallet in my backpocket along with my phone and the keys to the house.

I took the keys to Morgan's car knowing that she wouldn't mind if I took her car out for a spin. When I slid into the driver's seat I turned on the radio and 'Wings' by Little Mix blared through the speakers as I drove around the streets of L.A. Even if it's like 3 in the morning it's still so busy.

I sighed as I stopped because of a red light. The clouds gathered as raindrops hit the windshields.

Just great I thought.

I decided to head to Starbucks. I manage to get a parking spot and I didn't have to pay meter yet so I went in and ordered myself a small hot chocolate. I got out and raced in the car, not wanting to get soaked by the rain.

I took a sip of the hot beverage but managed to burn my tongue in the process. I settled the cup in the cup holder as I bit my tongue so I would feel that instead of the burn.

I nearly jumped out of my seat when I heard someone bang on the window next to me. I turned my head slowly to see Mikey drenched in rain.

I rolled my eyes as I rolled down the windows,"may I help you Michael?"

Instead of responding he kept on sneezing and sneezing.

"Ah jeez,"I mumbled as I got out the car and led him to the passenger seat. When we were both in it he finally stopped.

"Thanks,"he mumbled.

"It's nothing,"I said quietly.

There was a silence between us besides the radio playing and of course the ticking on my wrist watch.

"It's been awhile hasn't it?''I asked the spikey haired boy.

He chuckled bitterly,"yeah."

I didn't know what to say to him. He and his friends has damaged me and the girls last year thanks to a stupid app.

"What are you doing out here?"I asked him, breaking the tension.

"Just needed to clear my mind. I-I kissed Avalon,"he stammered.

My eyes widened,"w-when?"

"Today."

That explains why she was late.

"What did she do?"

"I-she..she kissed back. But then um, I...I-she,"he stuttered.

"Mikey, take a deep breath and calm down,"I instructed him.

He obeyed and breathed in and out, calming himself down.

"Now, what happened?"I questioned the younger boy.

"She left me, after the kiss, she just walked away, no words said,"he muttered."She is so hooked onto Kian. I-I can't competite with him. He is after all her first boyfriend."

"Yeah but remember, you made her smile again,"I stated."Don't be so harsh on yourself."