Hard To Be Me (SCRAP)

Chapter Five. End It All!

                 🌑Corinne POV🌑
I walked to my locker silently then, I looked up and saw Lina leaning on her locker- which is right next to mine on the right.

"Why are you down in the dumps?" Lina looked sad

"Heh.. Don't worry"

Lina eyes widen "The jocks are back.."

Seriously? Do they really want too get hurt? I rolled my eyes and nod.

I turned around, facing the lead of the jocks the one that picked up me. If I'm not wrong his name was Jesse Aldo.

A crowd slowly formed around us,
Jesse glared at me and I just looked at him with a blank impression

"What do you want, didn't you learn your lesson?" I crossed my arms

"I'm not afraid of a girl. I could see why you have no friends" Jesse chuckled, my eyes widen a bit.

That actually hurt my feelings, Lina walked besides me

"Hey! I'm her friend you moron, you should back off doofus" Lina growled

I coughed awkwardly, I wasn't comfortable because Jesse was still glaring at me. It was burning my head.

"Move it, Back up, Lemme through!" I heard a deep voice shoving people, from the crowd then, I realized who it was.. Caleb.

Caleb stepped in front of me and Lina, causing us too back up a little

"Who do you think you are? Connie-" I corrected him

"-Corinne.."

"Corinne has friends, so either you back up or I'll hurt you" Caleb continued.

Friends... What's the meaning of it actually?.. I looked down.
Then, I looked up with anger and annoyance in my eyes.. My outer personality kicked in.. I hated it

"I don't need pathetic friends, I could handle things myself" I said harshly pushing Caleb and Lina away from me, I cracked my knuckles and glared at Jesse "And YOU, Just because your a stupid jock doesn't mean you can pick on people like they're some what ants.
You don't scare me ONE bit, you annoy so much.. That.. that.." Before I know it, I punched him hardly in the stomach.

Jesse coughed up blood and fell on the floor.

I gasp, snapping back too realty.

I looked at Caleb and Lina with terrified eyes, I was scared of myself.
I'm a monster.. Lina was shaking from fear and Caleb looked shocked.

The principal Mrs.Crash walked to us
"What's going on?!" She saw Jesse and gasp "Someone take him to the nurse instantly!" Jesse's friends took him to the nurse, and I froze.

"Mrs. Sharp.. I'm disappointed, Go to my office.. Now" I looked up at Mrs. Crash and she was very disappointed, I walked to her office avoiding everything.

Mrs. Crash went to her office as well, sitting in her desk and I sat in the chair in front of her office.

I was scratching my arm, making bruises and making it bleed.
Everytime I'm annoyed or nervous or something I scratch my arm even though, it's not itchy.

"Stop doing that Mrs. Sharp.. Look, I know that your life is difficult.. But, you shouldn't have too deal with this by yourself.."
I was shocked, was Mrs. Crash lecturing me? I looked at her as my face soften.

"I-I'm sorry.. I didn't mean too.." My voice was cracked up, Mrs. Crash sighed "Look.. I'm gonna expelled you.. Temporarily, for a week okay?" I nodded, and left her office.

I walked to my locker, the hallway was half empty. Lina and Caleb was still at the hallway, I ignored them.

I collected my stuff and stuffed my items in my backpack, I glance at them. They looked worried, Caleb sighed and walked to his class.

Lina hugged me "I'm sorry.." I whispered patting her back.

She lets go of me, and I slowly smile. "Goodbye.. Forever.." Lina gasp "What?!" She bursted into tears.

I walked outside of school, and dropped my backpack, ran towards the forest.

I hate my life.. HATE IT.. I wanna end it all.. End my suffering.. End my pain.. End every single thing.. No regrets.. Goodbye..
I smiled too myself and cried.

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Hey guys! So this isn't the end of the chapter. I hope you like this sad sad chapter 😂 Byeee ✌️