Inexplicable Attraction (Editing)

Inexplicable Attraction: 21

Amanda.

"oh my gosh. he was perfect." Jenny said smiling.

"what happened?" lily asked, i could tell she was jelous, but maybe she was more excited for her won date. that is until she started speaking again.

"we had sex" jenny said as if it was the most amazing thing in the world. she sighed dramatically. "he was amazing" she said

i could see lily pout, "no fair. you probably seduced him. if i would of had my date first i could of gotten him to kiss me." 

i nodded.

"that is a little unfair. why not make it . the first person to kiss him in public. this way we know who won." emily said smiling. at me.

i nodded. but stared at her confused.

she smiled at me, but didnt say anything else.

"ok then" lilly said smiling.

"yea" jenny said.

"what time do you work?" lilly asked me."

"in an hour." i said standing up to get ready.

"great lets go" emily said. "will james be there?"

"i dont know. maybe" i said a little sad.

"great!"

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"now here are the rules. who ever kisses him first, right her and now. today, will get to stay with him. it doesnt matter if he kisses you first, or if you kiss him. who's ever lips his touch will be the winner. no exceptions. ok" anna said to our little group.

we were all sitting down on a table, at my work. lily and jenny were looking through a magazine and i was staring at the half empty cup of iceed coffee in front of me.

i had no idea what they were thinking.

emily stood up, "im going to get some chocolate cake." she said going to the counter.

james was taking her order.

i looked back down at my coffee.

a chocolate cake landed in front of me, "he said he wants to talk to you" emily said to me.

i looked over at him, he was smiling nervously. "why?" i asked slowly.

she shrugged. "just go" she said helping me up.

i walked over to the counter.

he stood in front of me.

he looked around the coffee shop nervously. i did too, not many people were here at this time in the afternoon.

when i looked back at him, i looked at his nervous smile. that is until he kissed me, without a thought.

my minds started going crazy.

what are you doing.

your friends like him

stop kissing him

but then this morning made sense. usually emily and anna stay out of the fight with james, and tofay they were all into it.

and i was kissing james. i wrapped my arms around his neck, pressing him to me. not bothering to think of lilly or jenny. i knew they would get mad, but ill deal with that after.

i've missed him. i thought to yself, touhing his perfect hair, pressing him to me even more.

after a couple of minutes we pulled away, both of us breathless.

i could hear chearing in the back ground.

and i heard some one squeal in excitement. why, i have no idea.

i looked up to james loving face. he was staring back at me, i could see his emotions in his eyes.

love, happyness.... and a little sadness.

i wrapped my arms around him and places my head on his hard chest. not wanting to do anything but hold him, and have him hold me. but of course we are at work, and i should of stopped this.

i sighed, and inhaled deeply before letting him go and walking to my friends.

i satd down and placed my head on the table, sad and afraid.

"im sorry guys" i said to jenny and lilly.

"if you liked him why didnt you tell us" jenny asked me, still staring at her magazine with wide eyes.

"you guys were obbsessed with him. why would it" i said sighing.

now both lilly and jenny were staring at the magazine. their eyes wide.

"its fine, i have a right to be obsessed." she said showing me the magazine. there was a picture of james, shirtless posing. he's a model.

my eyes widened as i looked over at james. he was signing a copy of the magazine, and the girl was leaning over the counter, trying to flirt with him.

 i scowled, i just practically threw myself at him. even though he did kiss me first, and now theres a girl flirting with him....

after i was done being mad though, i became a little sad. i stood up. "bye guys" i said. i walked over to the counter as far away from james as i could.

"christian. i dont feel well, can i go home?" i asked him.

he looked over at james and then looked to me. "yea, ill get a replacement." he said smiling encouragingly.

i smiled and waved to my friends as i walked out of the coffee shop. honestly im not mad at james, i feel horrible at myself. i never felt like i was good enough for him, and now i feel much, mcuh worse.

there are girls who-knows-where staring at a half naked picture of james who deserve him more than i do.

i sulked all the way to the park. it was pretty late, and it was dark out so i walked to the swings. i sat down, pushing myself lightly with my feet. i held onto the two sides if the swing and began pushing myself faster, higher. with nothing in mine. just trying to relax, i sat there, enjoying the feel of the wind forcing my hair back. and the wind on my face and hands. although it was cold.

i felt relaxed, like nothing in the world mattered.

i sat at that swing for a couple hours not doing anything. trying not to think, trying not to feel.

when i felt like i could take being near him again i left the park.

i walked slowly, once i got there i noticed james and christian cleaning. i stood there, looking at james. he didnt look very happy.

he looked up, as if knowing that i was staring at him.

he waved, but i ignored him and walked to my car. i turned on the engine and drove off, i noticed him standing in the doorway.

i stared ahead, unsure of what to do.

but i made up my mind.

im going to talk to him. 

im going to tell him how i feel.

and we'll see what happens after that.

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