Inexplicable Attraction (Editing)

Inexplicable Attraction: 14

James.

I cant believe she doesnt want to be with me. i think... i think i might love her. after she told me she didnt want to be with me, well my heart hurt. i know i shouldnt of kissed her, but i did, out of anger anf frustration. if anyone of my friends, even a close friend, if they told me they liked her well i would flip them off and tell them that she is mine. well.. i not so sure about the finger.....

but i knwo i like her a lot, and i know i want to be with her, why doesnt she want to be with me.  is she really going to overlook the feelings we have for eachother just because her friends think im cute, or hot, or whatever.

And her friends, i dont like them, im not sure what she's told them but im sure she likes me. its noticeable, and if i can tell im sure they can too. what kind of a best friend hits on her best friends crush... well you know what, im not even sure. does she really like me, is it noticeable around them. i think she likes me, i mean she kissed me last night. why would she kiss me if she didnt like me.

im starting to doubt myself, ive never felt this way. ever. ive always been confident in my looks, but then again ive never really likes anyone. i never could, i mean i was a prostitute, how can we like anyone when we have no real friends, nothing.

i dont know, but i do know i dont like her friends. and ive never really had a girlfriend, but i know i want amanda to be my girfriend.

Woah! i sound whipped.

i dont really care though. i am whipped. i like this girl so mucj! an its weird, i dont even know her that well. but i want to get to kow her.

After she left when she introduced me to her friens. i saw the look on her face, it was so sad it made me want to ignore her friends and run to her. but it would be ruse of me. so after i met her freinds Jenifer and Lola, or whatever their names were, well i excused myself. i said i had to go back to work.. they bought it and walked bak to their table.

i on the other hand didnt go back to work, i walked into the back room to see if amanda was ok, she didnt look fine. she looked on the verge of tears.

long story short, she said she didnt want to be with me because her friends like me, i kissed her, and she ran out.

when out shifts were over amanda pffered to drive me home.

"Its fine. i can take a taxi..." i said cleaning up

she wouldnt look at me. "no, its fine i would feel horrible if you did. so please let me drive you." she said in a melancholic tone.

i sighed, if my kiss did this what was i going to do. i know her freidns like me but im not going to give up. i like her too much, im going to fight for her. i will make her like me.

"ok then" i said finishing up/

i walked over to her, "are you done?" i asked stopping about a foot away from her.

she was looking at the groung, "yea, lets go"

i nodded "ok" then i followed her out.

"later daniel" i said to the worker that was closing for the day.

"have fun" he yelled. i scowled and walked out the door.

 we walked to her car in silence. she unlocked the doors and we simoultaneouslu opened the foors and sat down. we sat in silence for a second before she turned on her ar and began driving to my apartment building.

when we got there she parked and turned off the car. "i guess ill see you later" she siad holding onto the with such force that jer hands were turning white.

i placed my hand ontop of hers, trying to calm her down.

then i cleared my throat and began the speack i had been thinking about all dya.

"so. im sorry but im not interested in your friends. i....." i took small breaths, in and out. trying to calm myself down. "i like this girl, and i dont think i want to date anyone ut her" i looked over at amanda.

she was once again clutching the steeing wheel. my hand still on top of hers.

"oh" she said faintly.

i smiled, then placed both hand on both sides of her face and forced her to look at me. then i kissed her lightly on the lips. when i pulled awa she had a confused look on her face.

i chuckled, "i like you silly" i said before opening the door. i stood by the door "i will make you like ma amanda, ill so whatever it takes." then i closed the door and walked to mu apartment. i left her thinking.

i still dont have her number or anyways of communicating. oh well. i can always ask her about it tomorow.

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sorry guys this deleted so i had to rewrite it. haha its the same.

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