Garmau

Preparations and Meeting the groom

~Aphmau's P.O.V~

I was still looking out the window while the people around me kept working on the preparations for the wedding. Honestly i wanted to yell at them just to let it be. That i didn't want to get married but i couldn't really prevent something such as an arranged wedding. I sighted in sadness as i looked at the ocean.How long has it been since i been here? it feels like its been years. "I miss you guys.....I'm so sorry" i whispered out as i looked outside. I had enough of being stuck in this house like a caged bird. I headed outside getting hit buy a cold breeze of the ocean. It felt nice being out for once. Though in the back of my head screamed a voice saying this was my time. My time to run. My time to escape.But what if They don't want me back? what if they think i left them because i don't care. What if they decide not to take me back? Could they ever forgive me for leaving them without explanation? What about Levin and Malichi? would they take me back? do they feel like i abandoned them? In the matter of time that i been gone would they leave? would they all leave? i can't understand much of the world these days and how people respond now. I sat down by the shore. The ocean waves hit my bare feet. It was calm and soothing i will not lie but...i guess i just miss home.Not this home my new home. Back with the people who cared about me and who i cared back to. I wanted to run back into Garroth's arms and hug my children...But in reality i can't do that. If i did who knows what would happen to them. I heard doors open behind me that were what i assumed the door were to my house. I could hear soft footsteps on the grass but a 'clink' and a 'clank' as the person took steps."Aphmau? Great news!" My father said really ecstatic. What could be so great me not going through this. "come now dear" he said pulling my hand.I was rushed into the house along with my dad pulling on my arm. He pulled me along my old house. How the smell of cookies never left. How the halls that lead around the place never were changed. They still held a light blue and purple shades of color. Gold around the edges was now a faded shade. Maybe because it was dusty but that was besides the point. The thing is that the house never changed.Portraits of me and my family were still up. The portraits of me and my mom were the ones to make me smiled and cry as i looked at them. The family picture brought up a thought...'we are far from a perfect family'....We really weren't we were normal like many but after my mother's death. It became broken and unknown. Though one caught my eye. It was of me My dad, mom,Sasha and me. We looked like the happiest family. We looked like nothing was wrong in our life.But what really did catch my eye was that it's frame was broken. I looked around and saw that the light blue turned to purple. We were heading to my room. I could see the pearl vases that held lilacs and roses were a little dusty but still clean. "here we are. You will meet the man of your life" he said. I was shoved into my room and the door closed behind me. I looked ahead and saw a man...around my age but seemed a bit older. "Seems your father found you huh Jess?" He spoke in an all to familiar voice. "Jason?" i spoke.