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one

Here it is, chapter one! I hope you guys like it and please comment something! X

MARCO

The moment those words slipped out of her red-painted lips I could've sworn it felt like my whole world came and crashed itself onto me. It's funny how only a few seconds can completely change the way you think and the way you feel. One minute before, I was happy and now minute later my heart has been ripped apart.

"I have to break up with you Marco." The line just goes round and round in my head but I can't find the power to actually believe it's true. She said it so easily and calmly. I can't understand how easy it was for her to break up with me, throw away those three years we spent together.

Lena looks at me with her beautiful blue eyes, which I've always thought were one my favourite things in her. She waits me to say something but I can't find any words to say. She just paralysed my mind and every bit of my normal brainwork with her sudden outburst.

"Why Lena, why do you have to break up with me? We were doing fine!" When I ask her the first question that pops onto my head, I can clearly see that it's exactly the one she didn't want to hear. Her face turns pink and she starts to bite her red lip.

And just when I thought my world could not crumble any more, she mumbles the answer to my question. Her answer breaks my heart even more and now I'm feeling sick in the stomach and I'd just like to go home.

"I-I kind of...cheated on you."

I look her in the eyes and say nothing. I have nothing to say. I know she can see it from my eyes and she knows that there's nothing more she has to tell me. I don't want to know it.

Well, apparently she doesn't see it clear enough or just decides to ignore it because she starts to speak again. "It was an accident Marco. It happened like a month ago, back when you were away, just before your injury. I met this one guy and then it sort of happened. I'm sorry but... I don't want to be with you anymore. I can't be with you anymore."

I feel nothing but numbness. It fills my body like gas and suddenly I feel so alone. She has been helping me with my injury for the past month without feeling guilty at all and I have let her help me. I have kissed her thinking she still loves me and she's only mine. It hasn't even grossed my mind that she could do something like that to me. I trusted her.

I keep my eyes locked on hers and I slowly shake my head. "You like him."

Her eyes are filled with tears but they don't fall down. She nods her head briefly and then she says quietly and carefully: "I do like him. And I can't be with you because quilt will eat me alive. I love you Marco, I really-" I just shake my head to stop her stupid and pointless rambling.

"You don't love me Lena. You would've not done that if you'd really love me. I can't believe you and I don't want to listen to you so just shut up. I don't believe a word you say and I don't want to hear anymore lies so just leave me alone and go to your new guy. I don't care Lena, I really don't care anymore."

Then I turn my back at her and limb out of her apartment. I slam the door closed and leave the place that holds so many memories. Most of them are good and happy ones but this one, this is the worst one. I found out the truth about my girlfriend.

Realisation starts to sink into my mind when I step inside my black Audi. My, now ex-girlfriend, cheated on me and now, for the first time after three years, I'm single. And then I feel the tears on my cheeks. I can't believe her. I seriously thought she was the one but I could've not been more wrong.

Now I'm all alone. I can barely even move because of my injury, I don't have anyone beside me to help me get through this and my heart just feels so numb and empty. Lena broke it into so many tiny pieces.

When I finally get to my house, I move like a robot. I limb through the door and make my way towards the couch. I turn on the TV and try to focus on something else. It's impossible because soon enough my vision is blurry and my cheeks are wet from my salty tears. Lena totally broke me.

A/N:
Hey hey! So here was the first chapter and I hope you guys somewhat liked it. I am literally crying here because I decided to listen to James Bay's song Let It Go while writing this. It also kinda fits to this chapter.

But anyway, here it begins!
Thank you all ♡