True Love? Who Knew...

Part 5

When they called my name I had quickly walked up a smile on my face as the crowd clapped. The alcohol had made everything blurry so now I didn't have to see his face among the crowed even if he was still here. I mean of course he was. He was here for my old best friend that he used to like.

I knew he liked her even though he was with me. I knew it but I loved him to much and he would deny it so I went with it. I acted like it didn't bother me. I acted like everything he did over the years I knew him didn't bother me.

As soon as I was done I handed my crap to my mom who I could barely find in this crowd with how intoxicated I am.  I smiled at her and kissed her on the cheek before turning to go find my drinking buddy. I walked around until I found him leaning against the tree out front talking to a girl. The girl the guy I loved was here with. I watched with a frown on my face as she pulled my drinking buddy in for a kiss.

I stumbled backwards in surprise. I have to tell him right. I had put a hand over my mouth as I looked to my left to see him standing there. The small baby in his arms as he watched the scene play out infront of him. I didn't know what to do. I could feel the alcohol losing its control. I had an annoying way of doing that. If I was to stressed with not enough to drink then it wont effect me.

I watched as the man of my dreams turned to me with tears in his eyes. I felt my heart clenching at the pain he was going through. I looked down at the sleeping child and then back at him.  He looked at the boy in his arms and then turned away. Not sparing me or the two fucks behind me. I felt a tear fall down my cheek as I watched him leave. This time it was him leaving instead of me. He was saying a silent goodbye as he continued to walk with his back to me.

The pain I felt was killing me. I couldn't handle it. I need a distraction and a way out of it. I walked up to the two and grabbed my now old drinking buddy's car keys. I had to get out of there.

Too bad I was intoxicated and another unlucky sole was also intoxicated...

That was the day I was almost killed along with another male driver...

Sadly I was so forgotten and unloved that only my mom came...

When I was in the hospital she was the only one there...

Everyone was too busy with being bored...

I almost tried to commit suicide...

I couldn't take it anymore...

Who would be...?

Obviously me...

Cause here I am...

Writing to about me...

What a fucked up...

Topic to pick...

I'm Sorry...