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/ Hey guys, I'm not feeling very well but I'm going to update even though I'm crying and shit right now.. I'm only updating cause I feel bad for giving up last night/ this morning after ending it abruptly.. So here I am.. I'm low on sleep, food, I haven't showered in a week cause I've been in bed, I'm weaker than ever, I'm failing at doing everything, and this and the Sidmens videos keep me going.. So I'm writing this.. Cause I don't feel wanted and - I'll shut up about myself, I'm sorry, Enjoy your chapter guys, I love you, Stay strong, It's worth it. <3 \

*Skylar's POV*

I opened my eyes and was blinded with the sunlight, I pulled the blanket over me and my wrist ached.

"Fuck" I whispered, I felt blood go down my wrist and I held the hoodie on my cuts and hissed at it.

I looked beside me and Simon was gone, his door was open and so was his phone. Thank god.. i looked over and my phone sat beside me, I grabbed it and it was hot as fuck, it burnt my hand slightly and I dropped it on the blanket. "Jesus," I said quietly, I looked at it and the battery was almost dead, I had so many notifications and more were flowing in..

"How fucking long is this going to go on?!" I whisper yelled to myself. I unlocked my phone and opened my snapchat app, I went to the stories, all of the YouTubers I watched were on there, Vikk, the Cal's, everyone. I went to recived snaps and they were flowing in, I clicked on a picture and immediately regretted it.

Dicks, I kept clicking more and more, Crying over my phone, Skipping videos, all the pictures, ignoring the chats, I got another call from Gabe. I got the chills, I held the phone in my hand, i swiftly walked to my backpack and grabbed my charger, I plugged it in next to my table and it was long enough to reach where I was..

It was still ringing.. I picked it up..

"...H- Hello..?" I stuttered, a muffled voice came through. I heard screaming a ways away from where ever Gabe was.

"Gabe?" I asked, I head whispering. "Skylar, You're not safe." I heard a voice.

"Gabriel?" I asked again, "You need to stay indoors, if any, you're not safe." I heard footsteps, then coughing, I sighed.

"GABRIEL I TOLD YOU NO PHONE CALLS" I heard an unfamiliar voice yell, they grabbed the phone. "Who the hell is 'Skybear'?" I heard the woman say, "My- My sister, I'm sorry." a weakened Gabe spoke, "I'm so tel-" The phone call was cut off "Shit." I put the phone down and put my head in my hands.

"Shit, man." I said to myself. I decided to call my dad and talk to him now, probably not the best idea...

I picked my phone back up and clicked the contact named 'Dad' and called it, I put it to my ear and it rang, The ringing ended and I heard a shuffle on the other end of the line.

"Dad?! What the hell is going on? and where is Gabe?" I said, pretending to care. "Why don't you come home to find out, baby?" He said, I got chills down my back and continued with the conversation.

"Nice try. Whe-" "I will find you Skylar, and I will kill you for leaving me. You were never meant to leave, that's why me and your mother gave birth to your dumbass. We failed to have kids for years and we got mad and gave up, Till you came into the picture, You were born, and we decided to take out our anger out on you because of the others." I heard him giggle.

"Wh-" He stopped me again, "Gabe was born 3 years after you, cause we wanted another one to make life hell for." I started to cry, what a sick bastard.. "You leaving means your little brother gets more, do you really want that?!" He yelled.

"Yes, I do, he deserves all of it, you all treated me like shit for years and I left so you couldn't kill me, I was going to kill myself and I'm actually in a good place right now! You can try and find me in L.A. Have fun." I hung up, "What a fucking dick.." I sighed, wiping my tears away, again.

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