Poetry From the Body and Soul

Warrior

You must have forgotten I ain't a quitter
I bleed sugar and syrup
Can't hurt what is already broken
No words even need to be spoke
All your lies I have already heard
Maybe I was just a toy for your amusement
Abusing and confusing my feelings for safety
But I greatly appreciate the lesson you taught me
Your the reason I don't do affection
I am tired of loving you
I should have never trusted my heart
I was doomed from the start
Every part of me said to walk away
But my feelings screamed please stay
You played with my emotions
Sending me through the motions
Did I really forget who I was
Or just high on filling that missing piece
All the words written and wishes can't change this
I forgot i'm a warrior
I got caught in your eyes
Between all the lies
I've seen pain
But I can't explain this emotion
This explosion
That just keeps goin
You were a drug I couldn't quit
I am a survivor
I guess no one told you
You thought you could controlled me
But I found my armor
A former love went sour
Because you were the coward
Powered by your feelings
I promised never to leave
But you promised never to hurt me
You demolished my heart
Leaving me where I started
Heartless in the Darkness
Of what I thought was love
Above all else I learned who you were
And I promise never to fall again
Maybe we were just a sin
But I refuse to wipe another tear
Cause I know your somewhere with a smile
I really hoped you were different
But I guess not all fairy tales have a happy ending....