Love v.s. Money (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 6

(Three Months later)

~Langston

So my tour's over and it was lit as hell! I never even realized how many fans I had all over until the tour. Aside from that, I've been texting and calling Nia and she hasn't answered not one of 'em but she's real active on the gram and snapchat so I'm hella confused like, everything was coo' the last time we talked so I don't know what's going on wit' her but I'm bout to find out. I'm on my way to her house now. I want to go see her first before I see anybody else so I can find out what's going on.

~Tania

I've been avoiding Mr. Higgins ever since that whole butt dialing situation and let me tell you.. He's been blowin' me up! But like I said, I'm done with him. You know how I do; I just said fuck it and started doing me. Instead of drowning in my tears, I decided to stunt and show him what he left behind fuckin' with random hoes.

Anywho.. Tydajah, DaShawn and I were sitting and talking- well, me being more so a third wheel- and someone knocked on the door. I was on my way to my room to get my phone charger so I told one of them to get it. While I'm in my room searching for my charger, I hear this real deep voice. After finally finding my charger, I walk out my room and begin going back to where I was, scrolling through my Instagram feed until someone noticed me.

???: "Hi, Nia"

I slowly look up and it's Langston. I still didn't say anything and continued to walk to the chair, plugging in my charger in the nearby outlet. He continues talking as if he doesn't see me ignoring him.

Langston: "So you just gon' ignore me?"

Me: "Fam.. Y'all hear that?" I question, looking around for a sound

Tydajah: "Nah, what is it?"

Me: "I don't know but it's getting on my nerves"

Langston: "Can ya'll give us a minute?" He asks looking at Tydajah and DaShawn. They nod their heads and walk off. Langston gets a chair from the table and sits it in front of me 

Langston: "Why you been ignoring me?" he asks, sitting back in his chair

Once again I don't say anything and continue on phon e until he snatched it out of my hands

Me: "Fuck are you doing?"

Langston: "Talk to me"

I look down and start playing with my fingers and he had the nerve to smack my hands.

Langston: "Tania! Bro, I'm not playin', you starting to piss me off. What's wrong wit' you?"

I look him in his eyes and stay quiet

Langston: "Hello?" He calls, snapping his finger

Me: "What?! What do you want?" I snapped

Langston: "Talk to me, what's wrong?"

Me: "Nothing" I say putting my chin in my hand

Langston: "Nothin'? Oh alright." He chuckled. "So why you been ignoring me?"

Me: "No reason" I say giving off a blunt tone and expression

Langston: "Tania! What the fuck is wrong wit' you?"

Me: "You! That's what's wrong with me!" I exclaim, tossing up my hands

Langston: "What the fuck did I do?" He asked, pointing at his chest

Me: "So you leave and decide just "fuck Tania", right? Out there fuckin' randoms and shit"

Langston: "What are you talking about?" He said leaning towards me with his elbows on his knees

Me: "Yo' dumb ass butt-dialed me while you was fuckin' some bitch. Yeah, I heard the bitch moaning and shit."

Langston looks down in shame

Me: "Yeah, I called back too and yo' stupid ass didn't pick up the phone. You fuckin' dummy" I whisper walking to the kitchen to get a water bottle "You ain't got shit to say? Cat got your tongue? Bet you cat didn't have it when you was slobbin' on all them random bitches, huh?" 

Langston: "Babe, calm down"

Me:"First off! Don't call me babe and second, don't fuckin' tell me to calm down. Oh, and by the way I'm pregnant.... But you know, you wouldn't know that because you're so-"

Langston shoots his head at me

Langston: "Wait, what?" He asks standing up

Me: "I'm pregnant"

Langston: "And you didn't fuckin' tell me?"

Me: "Nigga chill, I just found out a few weeks ago"

Langston: "How far along are you?" He says taking a step closer to me

I put my head down not really wanting to answer that question

Langston: "Tania!"

Me: "Three months" I whisper

Langston: "Wait, you're what?"

Me: "I'm three months, Langston" I say with a tear streaming down my face

Langston: "You went three months not knowing you were pregnant?"

Me: "There weren't any signs until a few weeks ago. But that's besides the point. Explain to me why it's so hard for you to keep your dick in your pants"

Langston: "There really is no explanation. It just happened"

Me: "I should slap the shit out of you. Nothing just happens, Langston. You can control what and who you put your dick in"

Langston: "Tania, I'm sorry. I'm still trying to get used to the fact that I'm not single"

Me: "Okay but that still doesn't give you a reason to go fuckin' randoms." I say walking up to him "Look, Langston I know you was single for a long ass time but If you want to be with me, you need get your shit together.. Or, wait, let me rephrase that, if you want this family then you need to get your shit together"

Langston: "And I will baby, I promise it will never happen again. I love you too much to let you go. Before I go on, I just want you to know that she ain't mean shit to me. I'm willing to do whatever it takes for you to trust me again. I'll change my number tomorrow.. whatever you want. I'm glad you're carrying my baby."

Me: "Good, I feel better about it"

Langston: "But we do need to talk about this though. Your living situation, how we're going to tell our parents, things like that"

I freaked out when he mentioned telling our parents. I haven't seen my mom since I moved out and you know Langston's mama still don't like me but we'll see how this goes..