Love v.s. Money (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 26

*Skipping to Saturday*

~Alyssa

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY BITCH!!! Haha i'm so ready to turn the fuck up yo'. But anyway, let me calm down... This morning when I woke up Ju left me a dozen red roses, breakfast, a box of chocolates, and a card.

Good morning birthday girl! 

Sorry I couldn't be there when you woke up, i'm at rehearsals right now. But I got you breakfast and your favorite chocolates. And I hope you like the flowers. But when you finish eating go freshen up and get the girls together because you guys are going to the spa; everything is already paid for so yeah. I knew you was gon' be sleepin' in so be there by 2. Just relax today see you later.

~Julian

Reading this put a huge smile on my face, can't wait to see my baby perform tonight..

~Langston

So shit been pretty weird in the room wit' Nia. We don't talk, we sleep wit' a pillow between us, and to make shit worse she been teasin' the fuck out of me.. 

I just got back from the gym, I been goin' to try and get my mind right and there's a lot I want Nia to know.

Anyway, when I walk in the room Nia is standing by the dresser, scrolling through her phone wit' a towel on (see what I mean). So I walked up to her, sat her on top of the dresser, kissed her and to my surprise she kissed back. After a while I pulled away and looked her in her eyes.

Me: "Don't talk, just listen"

She did as told.

Me: "I've been doin' a lot of thinking and. Tania I love you more than anything. From the first day I laid eyes on you in our English class I knew I had to have you."

She smiled and looked down.

Me: "Every time you told me about your fucked up relationships, it pissed me off. Like I was ready to whoop a nigga ass, anybody can get it if they fuck wit' you and I still feel that way. When you told me you kissed that nigga it honestly did hurt me because in my mind i'm thinkin' 'damn ever since that incident I been mad faithful and you out here kissin' yo' ex nigga'."

The look in her eyes is pain, and that shit is hurtin' me.

Me: "When Druu told me she was five months pregnant I was equally as pissed as you. And I promise you if she would've told me a long ass time ago I wouldn't have let her keep this baby, especially since you had just miscarried. I don't want anybody else having my baby, I mean if it's mine... I want a family wit' you."

I pause for a minute to collect my thoughts, then continue.

Me: "Look i'm not sayin' we can't do that no more and i'm definitely not sayin' we have to start now. All i'm sayin' is if this baby is mine then we'll just have an addition to our family.. I don't want to live with out you, you not talking to me for this long is hard enough... I just want my girl back."

~Tania

I'm honestly shocked as fuck right now, I really wasn't expecting that at all.. I really do love this man and I do want to be with him.. I just can't get over the fact that another woman is possibly caring his child.

Langston: "Babe say something"

I looked at him a little while longer before I spoke.

Me: "Well Langston, thank you for tellin' me this I really do appreciate it. And I do love you more than anything... Okay maybe not everything you know how I feel about hot fries."

We laugh and he shakes his head yes.

Me: "And trust it's hard as hell ignoring you wit' all your teasing"

He looks around then points at his chest.

Langston: "I?"

Me: *laughs* "Yes you. But anyway, of course I want to be with you but there's more that's fuckin' with me then another woman carrying your child possibly."

Langston: "And that is?"

Me: "You do realize that you got me and this bitch pregnant at the same time right? Hell if you even got her pregnant. And if you did and I didn't miscarry you would have two kids to worry about."

Langston: "And I know that babe, that's why I need you here wit' me, by my side through this hard time."

Me: "And I will be there, just as a friend."

Langston: "Alright but you have to promise me something."

Me: "Awe shit! And what's this promise?"

Langston: "If the baby isn't mine we have to work it out."

Me: "Okay." I said slowly nodding my head

Langston: "And if it is we can just be friends."

Me: "Alright... And you'll let me be happy?"

Langston: "Yup"

Me: "Alright deal... Now get yo sweaty ass in the shower... You know I just got out and you just gon' put yo' sweat on me." I said pushing him away from me

Langston: "My bad" He says while laughing

He grabbed his stuff and got in the shower.. While I was picking out clothes Alyssa text me. When I was walking to go pick up my phone I tripped over Langston's shoe. 

(SWEAR I told him to keep his shoes somewhere, he knows I'm clumsy) 

Anyway she told me to meet her and Ty at the lobby and to wear something comfy. So I put on some sweats, tank top, my converse, and put my hair in a messy bun. When I got down to the lobby she said we were going to the spa.

*15 minutes later*

So we just got to the spa and we are laying on the masseuse table talking.

Alyssa: "So how have you and Langston been?"

Me: "We actually talked for the first time today."

Tydajah: "How did that go?"

Me: "Really good. Um long story short I promised him that if the baby is his we would just be friends and if it isn't then we could work it out."

Alyssa: "Oh okay. Well good thing you guys talked about it; now we wont have any tension tonight."

Tydajah: "No point in promising anything, you know you gon' go back to him yo'."

Me: "How you know?"

Tydajah: "I know you. And I know how much you love him, So even if you tried to 'just be friends' you wont be able to."

Me: "Well I mean it. I just wanna focus on me and my career."

Tydajah: "Alright bet. Don't say I ain't warn you."

Me: "Anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYSSA!!!" I yell

Alyssa: "Thank you." She says while laughing

Me: "I got you something, but I gave it to Ju so he'll give it to you later."

She nods her head and the masseuse walks in and starts.. I am so ready for tonight I got my outfit and everything .