Every relationship has it's moments. Whether good or bad, it's natural. Remember, it's not always how it starts, it's how it ends. But depending on who you are with will determine how it will end.
In this story called Love vs Money, will love conqu...
Today I have a shoot for fashion magazine and I don't have to worry about my stomach showing because i'll be in kind of a baggy outfit... So Right now i'm at the shoot getting hair and makeup done and I get a text from Langston.
My Baby Lang😍😘🔐 :Hey babe watchu doin' after your shoot?
- School. Why what's up?
My Baby Lang😍😘🔐 : Wanna do something?
-Yeah I dnt mind txt me nd let me knw wht you got in mind
My Baby Lang😍😘🔐 : Alright babe love you
-And I love you😘
After I sent that text it was time for me to get changed and start my shoot
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After my shoot I went to school... As i'm walking to class I kind of got this weird feeling, but I thought It would just be morning sickness or something so I just ignored it. After class I went home to freshen up before Langston came to get me. So as i'm sitting on my bed wrapped up in my towel and scrolling threw my phone (I couldn't figure out what to wear)... But, so as i'm sitting there I get this really sharp pain in my stomach, but it went away. A good 5 minutes goes by and it comes back but this time it's worse, and the pain varies. Next thing I know i'm running to the bathroom throwing up. But this isn't just your ordinary morning sickness like, i'm throwing up blood.
~Tydajah
So Me and Day are sitting in the living room talking playing around.
Me: "OKAY!"
Day is over here trying to tickle me and he KNOWS how much I hate to be tickled. So I finally got him to stop, I got up to get my phone cuz I wanted to take pictures. As i'm walking back Nia practically runs me over running to the bathroom and closing the door. I asked if she was okay but I heard her throwing up so that answers my question. I get back to the couch and get ready to sit on Days lap, but the doorbell goes off.... So I get back up... Go get the door and it's Langston.
Me: "Wassup Lang" I say moving to the side
Langston: "Wass good Ty" He says walking in to house "Wassup Day" He says dappin' him up
DaShawn: "Wassup"
Langston: "What y'all doin. In here wit the blinds closed and shit"
DaShawn: "Well-"
Me: "Nun of yo damn business" I say side eyeing DayDay
DaShawn: *Laughs* "I was playin'"
Me: "Mhmm"
Langston: "Where Nia at?"
Me: "She in the bathroom throwin' up"
Langston: "Awe shit! Alright let me go check on her"
DaShawn: "Who you talkin' to like that?" He says nudging my arm
Me: "I don't know what you're talking about. And don't nudge me you know I don't like that"
DaShawn: "Oh really?"
Me: *Laughs* "Yes really"
DaShawn: "And what if I don't? What you gon do"
Me: "Try me if you wont to" I say scrollin' through my phone. Next thing I know I'm getting tickled "Okay! Stop"
DaShawn: "Say i'm sorry for talking to you like that"
Me: "Fuck no" *Laughs*
DaShawn: "Alright"
Me: "Okay, Okay i'm sorry"
DaShawn: "Can I have a kiss"
Me: "You lucky you cute" I say pecking his lips
~Langston
So as i'm at the door trying to see what's wrong with Nia I hear crying, so I knock.
Me: "Nia baby you alright?"
*No answer*
Me: "I'm coming in."
*No answer*
So I open the door and she's laying on the floor balled up on the floor. And there's blood all over the place.
Me: "Nia! Baby what's wrong." I say kneeled down next to her.
Tania: *Inhales* "Pain!"
I pick her up and rush out the bathroom.
Tydajah: "OH MY GOD!! Is... Is she ok?"
Me: "I'm about to take her to the hospital."
DaShawn: "Alright we right behind you."
I rush to my car and lay her in the back seat and run to the driver side. I put the key in the ignition shift the gear to drive and speed off... When we get to the hospital they put her on a stretcher and rush her in to do an emergency C-section. I sit in the waiting area and Day, Julian, and Ty walk in.
Tydajah: "How she doin'?"
Me: "They just took her in to do an emergency C-section."
Julian: "Damn. I hope everything goes fine."
Me: "It's too early man.. This is my fault." I say with a tear creeping down my cheek.
DaShawn: "Don't say that. It aint your fault."
Me: "It is! She has been doin shoots, interviews, and goin to school... If I was on her she wouldn't of been so stressed. It's my fault."
Tydajah: "Langston it is not your fault.. It's her body she new what she was, and wasn't suppose to do.. It is not your fault."
*10 minutes later*
Mama T: "This is your fault!" She says punching my chest.
Day and Ju grab her and pull her back.
Mama T: "This is all your fault."
Me: "My fault?! You don't even care about your own daughter."
Mama T: "Dont yo-"
Me: "No shut up! I'm talking" I say cutting her off "I'm here for her more then you are.. You sat there and let another woman call your daughter... Your flesh and blood a hoe! I would never do that to my child" I sit back down in my chair "So before you decide to come for me.. Make sure you're actually doin' you duty as a "mother"..."
After a few minutes goes by and the doctor comes out.
Doctor: "Family of Tania Thompson."
We all get up and walk over to the doctor.
Me: "I'm her husband" I lied "How is she doing?"
Doctor: "Okay well she is fine."
Me: "Okay, how about the baby."
Doctor: "Okay as you know we had to do an emergency C-section."
Me: "Yeah, okay."
Doctor: "The baby didn't make it... Tania was under a lot of stress which caused the baby to become internally ill."
Me: "FUCK!" I yelled punching the wall "Go do that c.p.r shit y'all do!"
Doctor: "I am truly sorry we have tried everything we could to bring the baby back."
After I heard that I walked out I couldn't deal with the fact that I just lost a baby and I blame myself for it all.
