Love v.s. Money (Langston Higgins love story)

Chapter 20

~DaShawn

Bro! I fucked up so bad. Thinking about the whole situation with Ty and Crystal is crazy. I know it may not seem like it but I really do love Ty. I've always told myself I would never cheat especially on the girl I been waiting to be with and been someone I was there for since high school. 

When she told me she was pregnant I was happy. Hell I still am happy, but what i'm not happy about is the fact that I hurt her and she doesn't wanna talk to me. 

And that whole Crystal being pregnant thing is a lie. How I know, is because I never fucked baby all she did was give me head at the studio. 

So I hit her up and asked if we could meet up somewhere, she said yeah and picked to meet at Starbucks. I got up, freshened up, grabbed my phone and keys, and left. 

When I got there she was already there.

Me: "Yo" I say sitting in front of her

Crystal: "Well damn okay, no hug?" She asked confused

Me: "Nigga no. The fuck is you telling lies for?" I asked getting straight to the point

She looks down, then back up. She was about to say something but before she could the waitress came and asked what we wanted since there was a huge line. She took our order and left, I turned to Crystal and waited for her to answer.

Me: "Well?"

Crystal: "Because you're suppose to be with me, not her"

Me: "Bro you sound dumb as fuck. We talked about that, I already told you i'm not leaving Ty for you-"

Crystal: "You just said it so I would let you fuck" She said finishing my sentence

Me: "Exactly so what is the problem"

Crystal: "Because DaShawn I don't just want half of you. I want all of you, and I can't get that if you're with that bit-"

Me: "Aye watch your fucking mouth. Don't ever fix your mouth to call her a bitch" I said checking her

She looked down again and the waitress brought our stuff.

Me: "Listen to me and listen to me good. I'm not fucking leaving Ty for you, period point blank. Leave me alone and stop spreading lies"

And with that said I got up and left. If she is pregnant she's going to have to figure it out on her own. But, now I need to go talk to Ty so I can make it right, and get my baby back.

~Tydajah

So i'm pissed the fuck off right now. Let me catch y'all up right quick. So last night i'm in my room chilling and I get a text from Crystal. How she got my number? I don't fucking know. But, TELL me why this bitch gone say 'I'm pregnant and it's days so stay away from him so we can be a happy family' biiitch I almost went the fuck off. Not only did this nigga cheat on me with a hoe that's known for fucking around! But you got the both of us pregnant? Awe hell nah! 

Then this nigga wanna call me asking if he can come talk to me. I was going to say no ,but when I thought about it I was like yeah come through so I can beat. Yo. Ass! 

So i'm sitting on the living room couch watching Columbiana just to you know hype me up. Then my doorbell goes off. I slowly got up and walked to the door, I open it and he walks in. As soon as I closed that door I smacked the shit out of him.

DaShawn: "Damn Ty! What was that for?" He asked

Me: "So you get the bitch pregnant? Really?!"

DaShawn: "Bab-"

Me: "Tydajah" I calmly corrected him

DaShawn: "Baby, that's what I came over here for. That baby isn't mine, I never fucked her"

Me: "Oh you never fucked?"

DaShawn: "No, all she did was give me head here and there"

Me: "Well aren't you lucky"

I walked away but he grabbed my hand.

Me: "What DaShawn?" I ask turning to him

DaShawn: "Talk to me"

Me: "Nah B' i'm good. You can let yourself out"

I said sitting on the couch, then he came and sat next to me.

DaShawn: "Babe i'm sorry. I know I promised I wouldn't cheat on you. And as much as I really want to have and excuse for what I did... I don't. I knew what I was doing was wrong, but she drew me in. And I fell for the trap." He grabbed my hands and turned my face to his. "Baby i'm begging you to give me another chance to prove myself."

I looked at him for a while, then looked away.

Me: "Remember when Langston cheated on Nia?"

He nods his head yes.

Me: "And remember when we were sitting here having a discussion about it, and I told you what would happen if you cheated on me?"

He nods his head yes again.

Me: "What did I say?"

DaShawn: "If I ever cheat on you, you'll cut me off cuz you're not Nia, you don't give chances."

Me: "Right. And what did you say to me?"

DaShawn: *sighs* "You don't ever have to worry about that. I waited for you for a reason. I've always wanted you, you know that. If I was going to cheat I wouldn't have waited. You my baby, my princess.. And soon to be queen"

Me: "Now I meant what I said. Shit, be happy you're even in my presence right now. But you know that at the time when you said that.. I really believed you. You had me trust you. And you KNOW what my past is like."

The last guy I dated, we were together for four years. Throughout the whole relationship he was cheating on me. So I thought. 

He had a baby with the other girl, come to find out this baby was three and the girl he "cheated" on me with, they were together for six years. So I was the side chick. Everybody would tell me that he was no good, but I didn't believe them. I stayed like a dumbass and fought for him. Ever since then i've tried not to get so mixed up in guys because they all do the same thing lie, cheat, and get you to believe in their lies.

Me: "You know I told myself, 'Ty don't get wrapped up in to him you're going to get hurt.' and every time you noticed I was putting up that wall you would find away for me to put it down.. I trusted you." I said sniffling. "I don't even want to know how long y'all was fucking around" I said wiping my tears. "What you did really hurt me Day." 

DaShawn: "I know Ty and i'm really sorry. Please give me another chance I don't want to loose you."

I look down and played with my fingers.

Me: "I'm sorry Day." I said standing up. "I can't do that. You can um *sniffs* let yourself out"

As i'm walking to my room he says something.

DaShawn: "What about the baby? You really want our child to be born in a broken home? Think about it Ty."

When I heard the door close, I dropped to the ground and cried. 

He's right, I don't want to bring my baby into a broken home. I promised myself that. But I don't want to get hurt again... 

YOO!!! I got so much shit to think about. I need somebody to talk to and I know exactly who to go to...