lol I think, whoever is reading this book is gonna love me for updating.
I know It's been a while but I haven't really been I guess in the mood to write. so I'm very sorry about that. its more or less me being depressed and running from practically everything.
so I'm SOOO sorry. really, its been almost 3 months since I've last updated, so yea..
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"you think I'm crazy. don't you." i said o Whitney, after telling her everything that's going on. she doesn't believe me! Its not my fault I'm very competitive!
she didn't say anything just looked down like a little pussy, not knowing what to do and too scared to stand up for herself cause she knows shes gonna get screamed at. by me.
"DON'T YOU! answer my fucking question!!" i said staring straight at her. and her still not looking up into my eyes.
she knows I'm pissed and she should know not to make me even more mad. cause i will rip her fucking head off. and there may or may not be a lot of blood splattered everywhere covering the entire room.
"a little.. but- yea.. your crazy." she finally answered. my god shes fucking pissing me off, i probably wouldn't be as mad if she would look at me when she fucking talked to me! I mean what the fuck!?
"a little? A LITTLE!? more like fucking insane!! what the hell am i doing!? i seriously think I've lost my mind.."
"you know, it's like your having a conversation with yourself." she said looking at me with pitty.
"THAT'S BECAUSE YOU NEVER ANSWER MY GOD DAMN QUESTIONS! and don't fucking look at me like that." I answered, I hate it when she does that.
she thinks shes better than me, just cause she's got a better temper than me don't mean shit!
"whatever.." was all her answer was, wow nice help Whitney!!
"okay. I'm gonna calm down now. AND where just gonna listen to some music. okay? okay." I looked straight at her through out the entire sentence.
sometimes I scare myself.
"hey, can you put that new song Alive on? I don't remember the band but its real-" I cut her off before she could finish.
"it's by One Direction, get with the program darlin and of course, plug my phone in and turn it up!
authors note: I swear to god I think I made myself bipolar in this story lol xD
"okay, I'm with the program!" she answered with a sligh grin.
I clicked the button on my radio, turned it all the way up and let the magical melody role out of the stereo.
we belted out the lyrics.
"MY MOTHER TOLD ME I SHOULD GO AND GET SOME THERAPY!! I ASKED THE DOCTOR CAN YOI FIND OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, I DON'T KNOW WHY I WANNA BE WITH EVERY GIRL I MEET I CAN'T CONTROL IT YEA I KNOW IT'S TAKING OVER ME!"
now its just me screamin at the top of my lungs.
"I'M GOIN CRAZY CAN'T CONTAIN IT! SO TELL ME JUST WHAT I SHOULD DO!!!"
back to Whitney haha this is just awesome lol
"SHE SAID HEY! IT'S ALRIGHT IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL ALIVE! DON'T LOOK BACK LIVE YOUR LIFE! EVEN IF IT'S NEARLY FOR TONIGHT!! "
and now its me again
"I WENT TO A PARTY JUST AFTER THE DOCTOR TALKED TO ME! I MET A GIRL AND TOOK RIGHT UP TO THE BALCONY! I WHISPERED SONETHIN IN HER EAR THAT I JUST CAN'T REPEAT SHE SAID OKAY BYT SHE WAS WORRIED WHAT HER FRIENDS WOULD THINK!"
and back to whitney!
"SHE'S GOIN CRAZY CAN'T COMTAIN IT, SHE ASKED ME WHAT SHOULD I DO? I SAID HEY! IT'S ALRIGHT! DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE! DON'T LOOK BACK LIVE YOUR LIFE! EVEN IF IT'S NEARLY FOR TONIGHT!!"
and this went on for about an hour while the song was on repeat. we where supposed to be going to the mall but we've been circling around and driving around the parking lot just cause we wanted to listen to the song still.
we arrived here 45 minutes ago. out of the hour we've been driving. its only like a 20 minute drive here.
we have problems.
so I finally ended up parking the car, after listening to the song 5 more times.
"OH MY GOD WHEre going to Forever 21 I don't care. where going." Whitney gushed out rushing towards the big sign of pink letters.
the best part is that it had an upstairs AND a down stairs.
the upstairs kind of the normal stuff nothin out of the usual.
then you go down the stairs and its like heaven and hell have opened there gates at the same time and had a baby.
that's how amazing it is. just saying.
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"holy shit Whitney you bought like 40 different item's just from Forever 21!" I gleemed at her with admiration, I don't have THAT much money.
well I did buy more then her, but I spent all my money there. whoops
"yea I know, I got daddy's Credit card, he said I can buy whatever and spend how ever much I want! You have anymore money left?"
"nope haha"
"Okay well I got you, anything you want, you can have"
I'm sorry but this parrots really boring so I'm dome with this chapter, I'm skipping straight to the day back to school in the next chapter lol Haha sorry
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