Just writings.

10

"Don't trust people too easily, but don't be so blind to not know whom to trust."

My mom always told me that, a distant look in her magnificent grey eyes. I always wondered what had happened to mom to make her tell something like that to me.

Of course, I trusted everyone. What's so wrong in it? It's not like I was going to be unhappy, right?

Wrong.

I trusted her. I trusted her with all my heart.
And she... She destroyed me.

She left me devastated.

She befriended me for what? F. A. M. E.

Is this what our world had come to? We befriend people and make them put all their trust in us just to break them? Just to leave them hoping to somehow fix themselves up and move on?

Do people actually think that these things don't leave scars?

Cause they do. They do leave scars. They leave bad scars, scars which will never fade away.

Almost everyone has one. And they're trying to built themselves back, trying to find happiness in the place where they were broken, trying to move on, trying to love.

But that's not possible now, is it?

I'll move on, I'll find happiness, just like my mom did. But I'll Never forget it. My mom didn't either, who's to say that anyone ever has?

Maybe it's just how it works, maybe we are all supposed to bend and break before we find happiness.

Perhaps I'm just hoping too much.
Prehaps I'm just lost, not ready to be found yet.