not only me i think

chapter 12

AZAM

"nooo they can't be"i heard a scream and crying .
oh do i slept. waking up on a scream looking at laily laying on the bed she having a nightmare.

"laily wake up laily"i waking her up by taking her both wrists in one hand .
her sleeping body trying to push me but she still not controling herself.

"laily wake up"i waked her while she opened her eyes wild sit up quickly on the bed and breathing fast.

"where am i?"she said crying looking at everything shocked.

"your in my house laily"i said in falt tone still holding her both wrists
she tries to get up without giving attention that i'm holding her wrists.

"you should not move...lay down"i said
"noo i have to go let me goo"she said while her body is so weak that can't hold her head

"laily lay down if you stand you will fall"i said while i trying to lay her back but she refused hard and she standed up quickly i hold her back by circling my arm around her waist holding her back to lay down hardly .

"just leave me . let me goo"she screamed the harder as she can. after a min kera and other maid entred the room.

"sir. is something wrong?"kera said
" no call the doctor now"i said

the doctor checked her again and he advised us to send her to the hospital as safer for her and as soon as possible.

i decided to send her to the hospital tomorrow morning as safer for her and the day after tomorrow i have meeting with hureh's parents then the next week i will have to travel out the country most safest place for her without me in the house is the hospital.

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i'm waiting outside while kera helping laily to walk to the car she look so tried of wasn't the work so important for me to travel i wasn't ever leave her but i have to and i'm sorry for that.
the other maid holding a bag for laily she going to sit in the hospital for a week until i come back.

"goodmorning hureh"i said while i looking for her down leveling my head with her.

she didn't respond i understand that she has a mental breakdown.
getting into the car and the all way till the hospital was silent.

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"hey cullen "i said . cullen is my friend for the past 6 years we have been like the bestfriends this past years. he is a doctor and he also own the hospital for those patients as laily who has the mental breakdown or depression that of lonely feelings.

"don't worry she is in a safe hands"cullen said looking to me supports me to make me comfortable.

"cullen..."i said looking to his face while he interrupt me

"i think that i said don't worry"cullen said

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CULLEN

sitting in the office reading some reports about patients while the nurse knocking the door.

"yes"i said

" the new patient mrs laily is now waked up "the nurse said

"okay bring her here"i ordered

"mmm but sshe is"she said in shaking voice.

"what's wrong with her"i asked directly waiting her answer

"she didn't even let us to move her"

i understand this way of patients they don't like to respone they don't like to understand.

walking to her room opening the door to see the nurse standing beside the bed while laily sitting on the bed hugging her knees tightly close to her chest she looks afraid and tired she is also looks pale and weak i order the nurse to bring a light food to let her eat.

walking to the side of the bed sitting on the edge of the end of the bed.

"laily i'm doctor cullen...how are you?"i said looking in to her eyes but she did't gives me that attention back and also she didn't respond.

the nurse interupt and opened the door holding tray of food then she put it in front of laily.

i indicate for laily to eat.
"you eat "i said
she hold up the tray of food then the hardest she can and pushed down.
the food is everywhere on the floor.
i didn't hive any attention for her.

"okay get another tray"i said to the nurse and the maid started to clean up the food and the broken pieces of the plates.
then the nurse got a other food and put it in front of laily but this time other type of food.

"what about a new type of food"i said in very quiet tone and by smile
she hold up the tray again and the hardest she can and dropped on the floor.

"okay we have like 100 of apples ,more than 20 liter of orange juice and many of vegetable soup, and if we finish it we will buy more and you don't want to know how much kilos of fruits and vegetables in the market right!"i said in very quiet tone

then i look to the nurse "another tray please"i said to the nurse

then i look into her eyes and i saw a very tired patient , a pain in young lady that she can't hold it alone why she is the first patient that i see that in her eyes that she her eyes begging for help and protect but her body refusing she is in pain and i can't leave her to do that to herself.

i will help you laily

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