not only me i think

chapter 13

cullen

entring laily's room hearing not loud scream she still sleep,walking to her to wake her up but she didn't respond taking her to sit her up on the bed by taking her two wrist but she still sleep looks like a really hard nightmare

"laily it's okay we all here to help you"i said in quiet tone while she still sleep.
than the nurse interrupt by opening the door in loud way gets laily wake up by shock . let her hugging me tightly rounding he arms around my waist while i surprised by her action holding my arms in different directions away from her. than she start crying quietly.

"didn't i told you before not to open the door that quick nor without permission"i said harshly but quietly .

"sorry doctor i wasn't aware that you are here"she said in idoiet way.
"even so i told you that when ever or where ever not only where or when on that place do you understand?" i said in flat tone."yes i understand doctor"she said in scared tone.

"hey laily it's okay look me"i said while leveling my head to her looking to her breathing hard her chest going up and down really fast.
"get off me i want to go"laily said leaving me and start to stand up i let her to stand up and told the nurse to wait out of the door and to get other nurse to stand with her.

"leave me alone i want to get out of here"laily said screaming

"okay i will let you go where ever you want just tell me where you gonna go"i said in quiet tone.

"it's not your business get away from the door i want go tell them to let me go"she screaming

"laily just calm down and sit down "i said in flat tone
"no noooo go away i don't know you gooo"she screams

"i want to help you we all here to help you"
"i'm not hurt nor i don't want your help" than she starting to hurt her wounds by her fingers
"no laily stop you hurting yourself"i said while i trying to get here hands of her and holding her both wrists in my hand tightly letting here stop.
"don't tough me , go away"she screams and start to break everything in the room when the nurses about to catch her i indicateed to them to stay where they are.
by that way she will get out all her negative energy .
about 15 mins she tries to break every thing around her.
i start to take step and to stop here by taking her both wrist by my hands close to her chest while her back infront of my chest and rounding my arms around her body while her face facing the window and she start crying.
but she is calm now i know she didn't has that force to let me get off her.
her body start to lay down on the floor she sat down on the floor while i still holding her and tries to level myself by sitting on my kness .

"it's okay i'm here "i said while she didn't respond to me and just looking to the sunrise.
"get her medicine and cold water"i said to the nurse while starting to leave laily slowly and letting her back lay on the side of the bed while she still looking to the sunrise . she wants to feel peace and safe that's all why the world didn't give her that!
the nuse entring the room with the medicine and water

"laily you need take you medicine "i said sitting down on my kness to level myself with her while holding the glass of water and the medicine infront of her.

"i was like this sun rising every day "she said in broken tone

"laily you still but there is just a a little wind and we all together will going to fight it"

"why everything is wrong"
"we will fix everything"i said supporting her

"take you medicine laily and i promise i will help you and we going to be okay i promise laily i will never leave you alone"i said calmly

"doctor someone is waiting for you in your office and he doesn't want to say his name"the nurse interrupted us while laily taking her medicine

"okay i will be there in a minute "i said getting laily up and let her sit on the bed.

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sorry for short chapter i was in hurry i continue writting because of one only told me to do so pleaee vote comment to encourage me to write more