not only me i think

chapter 16

lialy
why always people prefer someone other than the other why always there is different between people what if we all the same what if we all equal. equal doesn't means robots equal does means peace . one day i was reading a old book about american and british people when the king of british people wants to control over america and biens the american writer need america to be independent when he said seeking peace with british is the most dangerous thing ever and we will be unfatherly but seeking to be independent it's our real job to freedom even peace has difference. i got lost in my thoughts while we already here , infront of this amazing prison. do always prison means government and small cells do always strict rules in prisons do always prisons called prisons do prisons the only place has long and strong iron gates. my answer is no any place even if the most beautiful place in the world control you it means prison or place. azam stops infront of the main door than he opened the door for me indicating to me to be out . every single word i was thinking of repeating in my mind do always prison means prisons.

"lialy you need to calm down you need to be okay you need to understand"azam quietly said.

"what i really need to understand why don't you love your wife why you preferred me over her" i said directly and it was unexpectedly he was shocked by my words .

"adam adam "azam shouted "take her inside " .

i was surprised by that words why he didn't answer it.

Azam

what are those weird words that she said . sitting on my chair in my office thinking of those words that she said what is gauche girl saying no there is something wrong.

"azam azam hello ! where are you"hureh entered the office surprisingly
"you should have been knocked the door before you enter " i said quietly
she looked to the open door than looked to me in questionable expression.
"it was already opened " hureh said
"what do you want !"
" i want to hang out with you and no refusing accept it because i already cancel the appointment with dad" she said
"if you want to hang out take any driver and go''
"i'm saying i want to hang out with you you as my husband " she said loudly
"i have salient thing to do better than hanging out with you"
"do hanging with me is really that boring"
"mrs drama queen we do understand " i said in indirect way that she understood
"okayyy give me money"
"don't you have the visa "
"no the visa only have 20k and i need 50k"
"what for!" i don't know what all of this money she want she changed her car last week she opened her gallery and she has every weekend a party in a different place.
"there is a new collection of Dimond rings i want one"
"adam adam"
"yes sir, give mrs hureh the money she want and take her to the dimond store"
"no no no i can go alone" she said hurry and excite
"adam take her there and and return directly to home and no excuses acceptable "
"yes sir .. . madam madam let us go or you need some times"
she returned sadly "no lets go"
they left and i went to my room while i'm about to enter my room i thought to check on laily

i entered lialy's room than i found her sleeping in peace she look tired .
i still thinking about this words that she said lialy please don't do this to me stop ignoring me
"lialy i never loved my wife it was a deal i realy stupid deal that i never wanted to do but i forced to do "i said whispering that she can't hear me.
"it was amazing to find one like you you're perfect i love you ... you can control all of my emotions " i said lower than before.
than i left.

lialy
i heard everything his family distroyed him by the deals , depression, pressure , and the forces.
but he don't understand that he doing the same thing to me why can't he understand.
may be in another situation i might have welcoming him in my life but i can't like this.

fallen into sleep when i heard some one waking me up

"excuse me excuse me " lady's voice realy annoying voice
"yess" i said while i still laying down half sleep opening half of my eyes
"mrs laily mrs hureh telling you to meet her at the library after 15 mins"
"ww.. what libraaryyy arre you talking about" before i even funish my sentence this lady left.

i went to the bathroom i have no clothes i'm so tired so i take a warm shower and i wear black jeans and white tshirt that i don't know wherw they come from. than i brush my wavy hair looking to myself in the mirror red bags under my eyes ohh no.

than about after 30 mins i went down stairs while remembering every single thing about last night.

asking a maid where is the library than she showed me i found hureh sitting on the couch looking at the window and she recognized that i entered.
"here you are.. lialy have seat"she indicated to me to a chair.

i sat down looking to her in questionable way that i can't understand why she asked to see me.
"what's wrong hureh?"i said moderately
" nothing hhhmm i will say it directly because i can't be realy diplomatic i want to make a deal with you?"
" a deal why!" i said surprisingly
"people say what!" she replied
"i don't think that we have any kind of relation that can connect us together in any deal" i replied directly
"no we do we have a really huge relation an hidden relation connected us together from about 1 week ... it is azam"
"i can't understand what are are you talking about! "
"my husband is falling for you.. and i can't letting you to take him"
" as i don't trying to do this.. i still can't understand what are you talking about!"
"look our relationship and marriage doesn't builded on love or this stupid things our relationship build on more interest thing ... it's kind of merging between two families, relation betweem huge companies , and political relationships that i think you can't understand"
"no i don't want to understand this because this kind of deals i don't like to understand"
"that's better... now i want to make deal with weather you accept or not i want you to understand that is going to be hard on you to do something i don't like"
"i will never do deals"
"no you need to it's kind of need not want..hear me.. you will take money and you will be disappear from my husband life .. or you will be out of my husband life with force haaa"she said dangerously but i can hold it
"look mrs hureh may be i don't have that much money that you can buy our deal with may be i don't know want kind of force you will use but i never thought for a moment that i want to take your husband from you but as youdon't care about your husband i will be always therw for him to take care of him even i don't have all this options ,money,beauty, sexy body , cars , or even this palace but i do have really very important thing that thing that you lack of i do have heart that can care , feel , love , and do all those stupid not interesting things" i said in very challeng way.
"do you challenging me do you think you can stand infront of me " hureh said
"no i don't because i will never challenge on soul and heart .. i give you a hint of what i have and what i can do that you lack of" i said directly
"hahahaha doo.." she is about to speak while azam entered.

"what are you both doing here" azam said confusingly

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i understand that i do publish the months but i was in final exams and i'm about to graduate so sorry ..