Again, Please

Chapter 5

           “We have to leave, now.” I grit out as soon as I reach a drunken Jade, she laughs and leans on to her boyfriend who wasn't even as drunk as she and I were. Besides that, seeing someone I thought was out of my life for good put me in an horrible drunken mood. Also, I couldn't find my boyfriend anywhere! “Ryan please, you have to take me home I don't want to be here.”

          Seeing Justin brought back some unwanted memories and intense feelings, the way he looked at me put me on edge. Those hazel eyes staring at me lovingly, mine were probably doing the same; he had gotten so handsome and older, shit. He had a thin beard on his sharp jawline, the arms that held the art I once loved to trace, had gotten so much bigger. His hair? Oh god his hair, it was now a blonde mess instead of a sandy brown, I just wanted to grip it while his head was between my legs.

     Oh god I need help.

           “No! You can't leave quite yet, just wait a moment and I promise I'll take you guys to your place.” Ryan says frantically, thankfully breaking me out of my inappropriate thoughts of that man. Ryan then pulled Jade by his side tightly, causing her to smile and kiss along his cheek lovingly; I rolled my eyes.

           “Ryan, I want to leave now. You nor anyone else can stop me.”

         Just as I finish my sentence, Nigel appeared beside me with two drink in his hands, his eyebrows were furrowed as he glanced at me probably noticing my angry expression.  “What's the matter baby?” his deep voice asked over the loud music, instead of verbally answering him I simply shake my head. Of course I didn't want to tell him that an ex of mine is here in this moment, I still had to figure out how he even got an invite.

             “She was trying to escape her own party.” a drunken Jade told Nigel, I glared at her, wanting to slap her for bhaving an open mouth. Best friends don't snitch, but Jade wasn't in her right mind at the moment. “But Ryan stopped her because he's such a smart man, a sexy one too—”

           “Thats enough babe, let's go get you some water.”

        Ryan wrapped an arm around his fiancé's waist and escorted her away, leaving me alone with Nigel's concerned stare. “I don't know what's going on but I want to, what's the problem? ” he yelled over the music, he was concerned which wasn't a surprise. Nigel had a gift of knowing something was wrong, that's why I barely got away with things around him.

            “Its nothing, I just don't feel too well.”

     Nigel gave me a look from head to toe, “You don't look very sick, ” the glazen look of lust evident in his eyes, I nearly wanted to roll my eyes; at a time like this, he was lusting for me. Swiftly, he wrapped an arm around my waist and pulled me into his chest with his lips trailing up my cheek,I shivered as soon as he reached my ear, huskily whispering  “In fact you look gorgeous tonight, happy birthday baby. ”

       The fact that I had alcohol in my system didn't help resist, it only drove me closer to his touch, forgetting any woes I had. Nigel then nuzzled his face into my neck while placing a small kiss onto my flesh, as he muttered on about how good I smelled. Since we were in a secluded area, our VIP section, I had let him touch me. Nigel was just as drunk as I was, which caused us both to forget everything that had been bothering us. Instantly I pushed the thought of him to the back of my mind, focusing on Nigel's lips trailing up my skin.

              A whimper escapes my lips once his rough hands squeezes my hips, “Nigel....” I trail off, not sure as to what I was going to say, my eyes flutter almost closing but snap open quickly when they meet the glare of a familiar pair of hazel orbs. My eyes widen as I see Justin standing still while bodies move around him, he just watched as Nigel kissed and caressed me under the dim lighting.