Mine (Jason McCann Fanfiction)

Chapter 4

Jason McCann:

The reason why I don't want Emma to talk with my friends is because I'm afraid that she is gonna have have a crush on one of my friends. I only want her to love me and only me. I know it sounds selfish,  but what can you say. I love her, with all my heart.

She's currently sleeping on my lap. She fell asleep when we were watching movies. I smile as I remove a few strands of hair from her face. I kiss her forehead, lay her on the bed and put the blanket on top of her body. I silently turn the TV off and switch the light off before laying next to her. "Goodnight Emma."

It's about midnight when I wake up to the soft sniffles. I turn on the light and see Emma is crying. It really breaks my heart to see her crying. Did I do that to her? Am I the one who caused her to cry? I slowly wipe the tears away using my thumb. I pull her closer to me as I rub her back, trying to calm her down without waking her up.

The next word that's coming out her mouth totally shatter's my heart to pieces. "Caleb..." Emma mutters as the tears keep on running down her cheek. She really loves him and I am the one who causes her to feel pain. I want her to be happy, but being happy with me, no one else. But the truth hurts, she's happy with Caleb but I take away her happinessby kidnapping her and forcing her ot love me. I am a monster. 

I switch off the light and lay on the bed, pulling Emma into my arms. "I can't let you go even I know it hurts you to stay with me." I whisper slowly. "You'll understand how it feels when you're in my shoes. I love you so much Emma. I wish you'll understand how I feel one day. " I say. And without realizing it, a few tears are streaming down my cheek. I manage to try to fall asleep with pain in my heart.

Emma Carters:

I wake up the next day and see Jason sleeping next to me, hugging me close to his chest. I try to snuggle free, but he doesn't budge. He kept on hugging me close. I sigh and try to fall asleep again but it doesn't work. I dreamt about Caleb yesterday, and let's just say it wasn't the best dream ever.

"Caleb?" I spoke slowly as I saw a tall figure standing a few feet away from me. The person turned around, it's Caleb. I run towards him and when I was running closer he was barking off more and more. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion. "Caleb? You okay?"  I asked. He scoffed. 

"Now you're asking me if i'm okay? You ran away from me, from everyone, now you're asking if i'm okay? You've gone insane Emma, You're so selfish!" he snapped.

I stood there shocked, "W-What?" I stuttered. 

"Stop acting dumb Emma, you made everyone worry about you while you just want attention from everyone! You make everyone worry about you then you come out from no where and asking if they're okay. Quit playing this game, I don't want to do anything from you anymore." Caleb hissed and walked away. He turned around for a minute and spoke, "You think that I don't know you're cheating on me with that Jason dude? You're a slut Emma, a slut."

I tried to chase him but my feet couldn't move at all. It felt like my whole body was paralyzed. The only thing I could do was cry. I fell back onto the door and cried, "Caleb." I cried.

I feel a few tears running down my cheek as I remember that dream. Am I really a selfish person? Do I make everyone worry about me? Am I really a slut? I don't do anything! I was kidnapped! I shook my head, trying to remove those crazy thoughts. But there's something else I heard while I was sleeping.

"I can't let you go even I know it hurts you to stay with me." "You'll understand how it feels when you're in my shoes. I love you so much Emma.  I wish you'll understand how I feel one day." I swear it's Jason's voice. Was he woken up yesterday when I was dreaming? I look up to see Jason's face. He had dry tears on his cheeks. Has he been crying? Is it because of me? Because I can't love him back? I only met him 2 days ago,  how am I supposed to love or like him in 2 days?

I groan. Why does my life have to be so complicated? 

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