It was Wednesday, three days since Camila and Lauren almost kissed, and Camila couldn't stop thinking about it. Lauren and Camila acted like nothing ever happened but Camila was dying to tell someone. She wanted to tell Ally but she had left for Texas yesterday, she was celebrating Thanksgiving with her family over there and was going to be gone for two weeks. Camila didn't want to bother her so she decided to tell Dinah instead.
The bell for third period just rang signaling class was about start. Camila took her seat next to Dinah and gave her a small smile. There was a substitute teacher today and their regular teacher didn't leave them anything to work on so it was a free day.
"Dinah I have to tell you something." Camila said nervously.
"What is it Mila?" Dinah asks concerned.
"Okay, so Sunday Lauren and I almost kissed, but we didn't her um phone went off and I just kinda ran off after that." Camila confesses.
"What?! wait does this mean you like Lauren?" Dinah asks with a smirk.
"What? No! I mean uh maybe? I don't know Dinah! She's attractive that's for sure but all I know is that I can't stop thinking about her ever since that happened." Camila admits.
"Aw! That's so cute! Okay, you didn't hear this from me but Lauren kinda has a crush on you, so if you think that you do like her I say just go for it." Dinah smiles.
"Are you serious? She has a crush on me?" Camila felt herself blushing and tried to hide the smile approaching on her face.
"Yeah, ever since she saw you and she thought you were cute. You guys started talking more and more and you guys honestly do have a lot in common. She thinks nothing is ever gonna happen though, she thinks it's another hopeless crush." Dinah says.
"Well thanks for telling me." Camila says smiling at Dinah.
"I can't believe she didn't tell me!," Dinah huffs and crosses her arms in front of her chest," That sneaky little lesbian."
Camila laughed and shaked her head at Dinah's comment. Camila thought about what she was going to tell Lauren. She wasn't sure what she felt at the moment, but she definitely knew she was attracted to Lauren.
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"Lunch doesn't feel the same without Ally." Normani says.
The rest of the girls agree and continue eating their food. Camila excuses herself to go to the restroom, and Lauren gets up to go buy some chips from the vending machine.
"I promised Mila I wouldn't tell but did you know her and Lo almost kissed!" Dinah whisper yells.
"Yeah Lauren told me yesterday." Normani says taking a bite out of her pizza and turning to look at Dinah.
"She told you but she didn't tell me? What the hell." Dinah says, a bit upset.
"She didn't wanna tell me either, but yesterday she gave me a ride home and she seemed I don't know off, and I basically had to beg her to tell me." Normani says reassuring Dinah.
"Oh, anyway Mila likes Lauren back! They need to get together like asap!" Dinah says excitedly.
"Ssshhh, Lauren's coming back, act normal." Normani says quietly, kicking Dinah's shin.
Lauren sits back down, taking her seat in front of Dinah. Camila comes back minutes later and takes her seat in front of Normani. The four girls talk about their thanksgiving plans until the bell rings and they go back to class.
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Camila had just come out of the shower when she heard her mother yell for her to go downstairs.
"Camila, there's someone here for you mija." Sinu yelled.
Camila quickly put on some leggings and an old PE shirt and went downstairs. She was surprised to see Dinah standing at her front door.
"Dinah? What are you doing here?" Camila questioned, inviting Dinah in and closing the door behind her.
"Just wanted to visit and talk to you."
Camila led Dinah up to her room and closed the door. She sat down on her bed and patted down the area next to her, signaling for Dinah to sit.
"So what's up? What did you wanna talk about?" Camila asked.
"Obviously about what you told me yesterday. When are you gonna tell Lauren that you may like her? How are you gonna tell her? Are you gon-" Dinah was interrupted, by a finger getting pushed up against her lips.
"Woah woah woah, slow down there Dinah. I don't even know what i'm feeling towards Lauren. Feelings are confusing as fuck and I don't even know what I would tell her since I don't know what i'm feeling." Camila sighed, letting herself plop down on her bed.
"You need to tell her, if you keep thinking about her that means that you feel something for her right?" Dinah asked rhetorically, "I ship it, you guys would be hella cute together."
"Has she um told you anything? Like about me or what happened or anything?" Camila shyly asked.
"Not to me no. But she did tell Mani something and who knows maybe she's feeling exactly how you are right now; you have to tell her Mila."
Camila just shrugged and sighed loudly.
"I ship it. What would your ship name be? Laurmila? Oooh maybe Camren?" Dinah said excitedly, crossing her legs and moving further back into Camila's bed.
"Dinah, we don't even know if she feels the same way towards me and you're already making ship names for us?" Camila laughed, "I'll tell her tomorrow after school, I promise." Camila finished.
The two girls continued talking about random things until Dinah had to leave because her mom needed the car. Camila walked her out and went back to her room to do her homework. She couldn't focus because she kept thinking about what she would tell Lauren, she was scared. She promised Dinah she would and she couldn't back out now, Camila always kept her promises.
Camila decided it was best to just go to sleep, and so she did, with Lauren on her mind.
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So This Is Love ➳ Camren
FanfictionI never wanted to fall in love. I didn't want to get hurt and I didn't need anyone else, I could love myself if no one else was going to. But you, you came along and changed everything. I'm glad it was you, i'm glad you're the first person I have e...
