I winced as the blood dribbled down my wrists, i'm so worthless. Im ugly, why am I even here. I looked into the cracked mirror in front of me, my black hair looked like a birds nest. My make up was smudged, I'm hideous. I guess they were right, I just need to die. I jumped out my skin when I looked at the door to see it banging, "Ashley what's taking you so long!" my brother I think moaned. "One second" I croaked out, I wiped away my tears. I lifted myself up from the cold stoned floor, and walked to the sink. I twisted the knob, as the water flushed away the blood of my fresh cut's. I pulled my sleeves down, I opened the door to see my brother, he stared at me for abit before asking "Why have you been crying?". "Oh hurt my knee" I faintly smiled. "Oh okay, move" he said shoving me out the way. He slammed the door on my face, I sighed. I need to get away, from all this. Right now, cutting isn't enough I need to leave, you see at school. I'm so lonely, none talks to me people look at me in disgust. Am I that ugly?, I felt my eyes building up tears I'm ready. I'm going to leave this world. I ran into my room, grabbing my phone&some money. Before quietly trying to get downstairs without getting caught, I covered my nose to smell a strong smell of alcohol and tobacco, I looked to my side. Coast is clear, I opened the door and ran away. "Ashley where the fuck do you think your going bitch!" I heard my dad yell, I made a run for it. I looked to the left and right, where do I fucking go! I saw a near park ahead. I quickly belted it to see the park was empty, phew. I opened the gate to the park sitting down on the swing, I slightly rocked on it. Soon, I smiled. I can be with my mother, when I was three my mother passed away from cancer. I flashed out my deep thoughts to hear screaming in front of me, I looked up to see a teenage boy. He looked around nineteen years old, "Whatup!" he laughed. I glared at him, what's he doing talking to me. I noticed the guy was quite attractive he had piercing green eyes, I could get lost in them to be honest with you. And had dark brown hair swept to the side, with a snapback, and he was holding a penny board. "Nothing" I mumbled, behind him was a few other boys four of them, two of the guys looked the same im confused. Twins?, probably. The other one had a snapback on too, with two lip piercings. And the other guy was quite tall, with chocolate brown eyes. I focused back onto the green eyed guy, he started screaming again rolling on the floor. Oh he's being recorded, I smiled a little bit. A heard a few chuckles come from behind the guy, "Im beau and you?" he smirked, on his knees coming closer to me. "Ashley" I replied, beau is such a cute name, wait what you said you wanted to die for a moment then now your saying you think a guys name is cute, im pathetic. After talking to these strange guys I got to know them abit, one was called Jai and he had a twin named Luke, the guy with the two lip piercings was called Daniel, and the chocolate brown eyed one was called james, they told me that they had a youtube channel called the janoskians, I don't even know why but I felt happy around them. They were so funny, and strange. I mean they were different, now we were on the slide. Daniel and Beau were fighting who could go on the swing first, I lifted myself up to see Luke staring weirdly at me. What?, "Ashley can I speak to you for a minute" he said seriously, I nodded walking over to him. He lifted up my sleeves, "What's this?" he asked.
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My saver - Luke Brooks&Beau brooks love story
FanfictionAshely wants to die, she feels worthless. But what happens when she meets five idiots named the janoskians?, what happens if she develops feeling for Luke and Beau brooks, will they save her from self harming READ TO FIND OUT