glimpse.

May 19

Ashton is so different. He is far from Calum, yet he lingers a bit of Michael.

He tells me that there is more to life then just studying and trying to remember the past. You can start new, become something great.

Ashton was an artist before, he was a pastel worker.

He loved it once he told me, now he hates it.

So he started a book, sort of a travel journal. He said he wanted to start it when he saw me again. Ashton said to me that he wants me to do something new. He didn't exactly say what he wanted me to do, but he says I will find out what I wanted to do by going on this trip with him.

Since he wants me to be different, I'm going to dye my hair blonde.

I told him that, with a bit of surprise he said okay. He took me to the salon, and here I am with blonde hair.

It's crazy to think after only a small amount of time, I'm going on a trip with a stranger. Although we met before, I just don't remember him.

I agreed, cause I needed a getaway.
I need an escape for everything that happened to me.

I won't bother trying to remember memories that couldn't hold.

I just want to do whatever. It's completely random, but I'll go with him.
Travel the country, I only been outside of New York once.
Because of Michael.

I had a chance to go pack my bags, got whatever money I had . Called my part-time job that I would be hiatus cause of personal issues. They let me , cause I told them my husband had died. It was true, sort of. Before I left my apartment.
I took my ring and left in a glass. Locked my apartment.
I got into the car with Ashton.
Let's start this adventure