16 & pregnant

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*Bethanys P.O.V*

I yawn as I hear my phone buzz.

Cameron: Hey princess, ik you might think it's too soon but I wanna take you out just you and me?

I smiled at the text message. My sweet baby. I opened the message and replied to him.

Bethany: Ofc sweetheart. Tonight at 7 sound ok?

Cameron: Perfect, I'll be there at 7. 

I quietly squealed while jumping out of bed. I look at the clock. Four o'clock. Three hours to get ready. I got this shit. I rush to the shower making sure I smelled delicious. Once I got out of the shower I checked the time.

5:03

Ok, not that bad. Shorter shower then usual. While drying off I rummaged throughout my closet looking for something to wear. Something sexy yet classy. Hoeish yet loyal. Looking normal to most people but edible to bae. I search for clothes and try to find what I'm looking for.

Finally! Look who found the perfect dress to wear for daddy. Judge me I could give two shits. I lay it on the bed and began doing my makeup. I looked gorgeous because I just love myself. Love yourself guys. We're beautiful humans! I'm high.

ON DADDYS LOVE!

I stop with the bullshit and began doing my hair. Once my hair was gorgeous and dolled up I began with my makeup. Then when that was done I check the time.

6:54

Oh shit I have time. Let me just look at myself in the mirror and dance because fuck you. I look and the mirror and began to shake my ass. "I got a date with daddy and I'm looking like a whole fucking snack!" When you look like an idiot but don't give a fuck. "Betha-holy shit." I stopped dancing and immediately turned around realizing Holly had just waked in on my horrible dancing.

"Cameron's here for you." She sighed. I awkwardly smiled grabbing my purse. "Thanks." I dragged off. "Nice dancing." She giggled. I rolled my eyes and mumbled a shut up. I ran my little ass to the door and saw my handsome piece of man candy at the entrance of the apartment. "Well zamn. Look at my baby daddy." He smiled. He eyed me up and down. "Yeah I impregnated the right woman."

I shook my head. He extended his arm. "Shall we?" I smiled. "We shall." Then a couple minutes later we took an Uber and headed off to the restaurant. I might make it sound boring as hell, but when I tell you it's mad cool right now. We walk hand in hand in the restaurant. As I sat down I look around something seems familiar. "You don't remember this restaurant?" He smiled. "Oh cmon the one from chapter eight." (calm your tits dis me trying to be funny 😂)

I chuckled. "Yeah I do, that was a suckish night." I pouted. He smirked. "So let's make it a good night princess. Let's not bring that old shit up. Let's focus on us, tonight, and now." My smile grew from ear to ear as we attempted and succeeded on having an amazing night.

Sadly, everything ends even forever so the night had to be over. As we were about to leave he stopped me and placed something in the middle of the table. It was a little box. Something you would use to hold a ring! My breath hitched. Oh my lord he better not propose, it's way to soon, my ass ain't ready.  "Calm some my princess. I can already see the sweat forming on your forehead. It's not a engagement ring. Just open it baby."

My breathing relax as I began opening the death bringing box. I pop the lid open and there was staring back at me. A ring. It was gold and had one small diamond. It wasn't an engagement ring. I knew exactly what it was. "A promise ring." I looked up at him as he spoke. "When I left, I didn't think of what I would leave behind. You carrying my children. And I didn't think about how broken I left you when I left. I was being selfish. I was thinking to much about myself. Now that I'm here I can't think about me anymore. It has to be about you and only you gorgeous." He grabbed my right hand and lifted my ring finger. "I promise you that." He slid the promise ring on my finger. My smile grew. He smirked at me as he kissed my hand.

*Holly's P.O.V*

I was lying in the couch. My hand in a bowl of pop corn and my eyes averted to the tv screen. Stupid fucking life when you put reruns of movies that relate to your life. The stupid starstruck girl falls for her best friends charming boyfriend. He didn't even try he was just charming on his own. With his pearly whites and glowing eyes. I would say snap out of it but I can't help it. It's fucking stupid and thinking about it I'm the worst person to ever exist but I'm actually falling for the kid.

You know when you have a crush on that one boy and you swear they like you back. Yeah, you're probably thinking "fucking idiot as if he want your dumb ass". Well yeah I know but seriously his eyes shine and twinkle when you stare at then it's fucking beautiful. The door knob jiggles and Bethany comes running through the door and jumps on the couch like a drugged kangaroo. "Bitch!!!!! Guess the duck what!?" She yelled smiling so bright her gums showed. "What?" I chuckled laughing at her. She's like a child.

She extended her hand. I looked down and saw a pretty rock on her little sausage fingers. It was a gold band. And that cute little rock sitting right in between them. I smiled. "Why'd you buy it?" She smirk. "Honey, I didn't buy it. During dinner with Cameron we were just about to leave when he said this sweetest think and promised me something. And with it came this ring." My smiled faded. "I was mesmerized. Oh he still gives me those same feelings he did when I was sixteen." She smiled biting her lip.

I gulped not knowing what to say. I was somehow feeling stung. And completely empty. "Wow, I'm speechless." I managed to get out. "I know I was too." She giggled and rushed to her room. You ever just feel like nothing. You're stomach has that crazy whirling feeling. And you feel like you're in a hole of darkness. You have no particular feeling, you just feel empty and heavy. One moment you're on top of the world with you're head above the cloud then the next you're below six feet under chilling with Satan by his favorite demons.

All because you fell for someone you can't have that you know isn't right.

•A/N•

ok so i don't know. this all came from me, my mind, my thoughts, my feelings.

ask me i'm ok, bcs i am. i'm just in the wrong state of mind. (next line in a chapter doe)