He's mine ..and always will be

she seems to go crazy when I'm on stage

Kourtney pov.
Trevor just walked on stage I was on the sidelines watching he is so sexy dam something about him performing does something to me I dont know if its his voice or his dance moves or a combination of both but It was doing all types of things to my body I cant say I dont like it 
he did multiple songs from his in my feelings album/mixtape and I was over there screaming then he started to perform his song bang bang and it got so hype that jacob iyn and this other guy went out on stage too turning up with him having so much fun 

then he did another song called nights like this it had everybody in the crowd turnt he got a fan on stage and she was turning up I was laughing my ass off

 
after he did that song he started to do a song that he does every single time he performs for sentimental reason called  broken road its amazing I love it

and then he did a couple more songs and he left the stage greeting me with his sweety body as the fans were still screaming "we need to catch up" he said to me his voice was a little raspy due to the fact he just sang his ass off we continued walking to his dressing room "you were going out with your boys I can wait" he bit his lip as we walked into the dressing room he locked the door "I can chill with them later this week ..we need to catch up" "you're staying down here?" "for a little while but so yea ...your place?" "um yea but go ahead and get ready I'll wait .." "it's nothing you haven't seen before" he said smirking and wiping himself down putting on a shirt he picked up a few things "i'm ready..no need to change" he grabbed my hand and we searched for his mom to tell her he was going to leave I texted Iyn and jay saying we would be at my place if they wanted to come through I'm hoping they do ..it's been four months we finally find his mom "ma i'm going home with YN" she smiled at me giving me that look "I didn't mean to come and take him he kinda fell in my lap" I smiled she laughed Trevor looked at us funny "no need to explain to me just glad you did" she gave me a hug and we went and hopped in Trevor's car "you want me to drive" he walked me over to the passengers seat opening the door for me "I got it I'm not tired" he waited until I got in the car and he shut my door walking over to his side and seating down and starting up the car "same condo?" I nodded taking deep breaths like I said earlier he makes me weird he makes me nervous after five minutes into the car ride we were supper close to my house he apparently had some back way to get to my condo but we didnt speak it was still super quiet "why you actin scared of me" his hand found my thigh I glanced at him "I have to get use to ignoring these feelings I get when I'm around you I use to be a pro but its been four months" "what feelings?" "you make me go loopy like crazy and nervous and I get shy all over again" he smiled "well what has been going with your music" "I'm getting a little frustrated with it" "why?" "because they keep pushing my album back because I refuse to be this supper sexed up artist and the keep telling me it's not my sound but I feel like If I wrote and I sang and it came from the heart it's exactly my sound" "well if their being demanding you just have to tell them straight what you will do and what you want do but you will have to compromise but do it on your terms" "what do you mean?" "okay you could do a couple of sexy songs or songs that just sound sexy so that gives them something that they want and you can continue to sing and write the music you really love and have that be most of the album" "I tried that but my new sound is more sexy then its ever been because i've been so.." I cut myself he didnt need to know that "you've been so what?" I spoke quietly "horny" he glanced at me I blushed "okay finish" he smiled " well due to the fact that I have been in that state all I could think about is sex and how much of It I wish I was having and what I would do if I could but you have to actually listen to the lyrics in order to get that I'm not just gonna come right out and say "you should be inside me gliding in and out showing me who's boss" because that takes the art out of it and they want me dressing like a stripper and I just cannot deal with that " "Is that how you really feel?" "yea" "no I'm talking about you want me inside you showing you who's boss"I like he just assumed I was talking about him  I dont know when it happened but his hand that was once on my thighs  was now in my inner thigh and I'm sure he could feel the heat radiating against "her"  "trevor we just..." he pulled in to a parking spot parking the car I took out my keys about to get out but he stopped me "we just what?" "would this be the best thing to do right now ?" he didnt respond he just got out of the car and so did I we made it up to my condo walking in and taking off our shoes "you hungary ?" i asked him "for you" he smiled we went into the kitchen he sat at the table "do you want anything to dink?" he smirked "from my refrigerator"  I stone faced him he laughed at me "some water would be good" I tossed him an auqafina   and I got me a small bottle of Dr.pepper and then I went and sat down beside him "you're so beautiful ..I missed you" "then why did you get with her" "I was hoping it would help me move on but I guess I should've got a better girl" I smiled "she seemed alright" "she will be for somebody just not me cause she not you....did you move on from me" I shook my head no taking a sip of his water " I was going to and some of my friends told me that it was stupid  to be hung up on you because we weren't together so I did try but I couldn't do it" "did you want to move on" "hell yea" we laughed "so was she the only one?" "publicly yea ..I've fucked around with two people within the four months and me her had only been dating or whatever for like two months we never even had sex" "so with the other two do I Know them" he shrugged "I doubt it but it was one night stands it wasnt like an on going thing" "kay we caught up go out with Jacob" I stood up he pulled me by arm in to his lap " I know why you're trying to resist me and its not gonna work" he pecked my lips I bit my lip "it would be our first time as a couple dont you want it romantic" "is this whole thing not romantic you declared your love for me" I smiled "I did" "you did" he kissed me again standing up and walking out of the kitchen and toward my bedroom "do you want to or not? I'm not in a rush" I smiled "I want to" he laid me down pulling my jeans and panties off in swift motion I sat up and took my shirt and bra off as he took his clothes off he got back on top of me "when did I make you so horny anyway?" "when you were performing" he kissed me I felt "him" on me and it felt good he was so missed more than he'll ever know I started grinding my body into his as we kissed he kissed starting at my lips then he went to my neck then he went between my brest down my stomach and then he made it to strawberry and he gave her a one sweet nice soft kiss and he opened my legs wider getting comfortable he looked up at me as he continued to tease me by kissing my inner thighs and skipping right over her  I had been teased enough I had no sex for four months at least he was getting it sometimes finally I reached down and just pushed him into me and he gave in licking and sucking my clit I bit my lip lifting my head up to watch him as I watched I saw his tongue going in all types of ways and just as I would get use to it he would switch it up again he placed his hands on my hips and pushed me right in his mouth keeping me there I tried to move his head but he moved my hands holding them "no" I said softly he was getting me to the point and he knows I dont like to cum in his mouth ..I dont think it's gross I just dont like to do it but he continued anyway groaning against me sending vibration it felt amazing "mmmmmmm" My breathing started getting heavy and I felt that feeling and I knew it was coming and then it happened once again I tried to move but he kept me there  "ahhhhh please" he waited until I was finished and he licked some more for like two minutes and then he kissed up to my lips placing his over mine rubbing them back and forth on mine as I went in for a kiss his hand found my clit rubbing it I moaned and he kissed me "you're always so wet for me" and then he slid inside me "mmmm ahhhhhh trevor" "dam I missed those moans" "I miss you" I wrapped my legs around his waist he started to speed up I arched my back as he went faster and faster  "slowwww" " I'm not slowing down" he went deeper "please..." he looked in my eyes slowing down "thank you" he kissed me "only because I love you" he started to speed up again I dig my nails into his back he started to suck on my neck "fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkk mmmm ahhhhh shitt" he looked at me smiling this felt amazing the deeper he went the wetter I got he pulled out and he told me to turn over and put on arch in my back I obeyed and he slid in deep going slow but gradually getting faster I started to throw it back on him "give it to me trevor dont stop" he kept one hand on my waist and the other around my neck pulling me up so he could kiss my neck and whisper in my ear "you gon make me cum in this pussy" I bent back over throwing it back on him hoping he we would come together but once again he pulled out he smacked my ass "ride me" he laid down and I got on top of slowly sliding down and then he grabbed my hips smashing me all the way down I started grinding "mmm" he sat back and relaxed and then I started bouncing up and down going fast we needed to cum trevor groaned "say my name baby" he let out a throaty laugh "what" "say my name Trev---or" I started to grind again as his hands push me down so that all of him was inside me "mmm your so deep inside me" "fuck YN" I smiled I went as fast as I could until "I'm cumming I'm cumming" and then  I laid down exhausted trevor slid himself out of me and came "who taught you that?" he said out of breath  Trevor had been the only person I've ever been with sexually and he taught me everything so that I could please him the way he likes I guess I picked on something new "learned what?" "you threw it back and then you basically twerked  on my dick who taught you that? "julie" "who is that?" "a porn star" he laughed at me "well I could do was masterbate without feeling guilty so when you watch a lot of porn you learn new things" he kissed  my forehead "I love you Trevor" He smiled "I love you more"

chapter three hope you enjoyed