I just cant forget about you

ch.33 Kiss

Monica's POV 

Ross walks back into house and sits himself next to Laura.She reaches out to him only to have him reject her touch. I watch them intently and jump from Rockys voice coming from behind me. 

"He likes Alex. But for some strange reason is dating Laura,"he shrugs,"It's sad because she's going to notice the way he looks at Alex someday." 

I stare up at my boyfriend and cuddle into his chest with my back even more. Jake said he had to go somewhere and me and Rydell hugged him goodbye. I go back to looking at Ross and Laura's no longer here. 

"Where's Laura?"I ask Ross. 

"Bathroom,"he replies simply. I open my mouth to say something else but close my mouth because Laura walks into the living room. 

A cell phone starts ringing and Ross says,"It's my phone." He looks at the caller ID and smiles. 

"What's up?"he says clearly in a better mood. 

"Ok I'll tell him,"he says his anger returning. 

"Riker,"he says hanging up,"turn on your phone Alex has been trying to reach you,"and with that gets up from his seat on the couch and leaves leaving Laura by herself and looking like a complete idiot because her boyfriend just ditched her to god knows where. 

Alex POV 

"Answer your phone Riker,"I say while leaving the 15th voicemail. I decide to call Rydell but her phone is off too. I can call Monica but she still hasn't paid her phone bill so it's disconnected. I would call Rocky but I don't have his number. I can only call Ross. Ugh I hate my life. 

"What's up?" I hear him answer. 

"Hey can you do me a favor and tell Riker to turn his dam phone on?"

"Ok I'll tell him," he says. 

"Thank you," I say. I hear him tell Riker and expect him to hang up but when he doesn't I just keep listening to the noise on the other side. I hear a door close and then I hear him groan in frustration and then footsteps. The footsteps gain speed and I think he's running. Wait running? Why would he be running? He has a car. Soon I hear leaves crumbling and I guess he's walking in a park. A park? Oh he must be in the park near Monica's house. 

I hear him begin to talk to himself. 

"I messed up. I freaken messed up. Nice going Ross now your dating your co-star and you don't even like her," my stomach get the butterflies. He doesn't like her. Then why is he dating her? I put the phone on speaker and continue to listen while I change. I look at myself one time in the mirror and decide that this(http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=102654993) will do. I look at the time. 2:49 my hello kitty clock reads. Ok it takes me 10 minutes to get to Monicas house and around 25 minutes to get to Daniels house from there. I have time. I grab my keys and run out the door. 

8 minutes later I arrive at the park and I immediately see Ross laying down on a bench. I smile and get out of the car. I begging to walk up to him but I make sure to stay quiet. So far he hasn't noticed I'm here and I hope he has his eyes close like that I can scare him. To my luck he does and it is very easy to sneak up on him. I decide not to scare him instead I grab his hand and say,"Lets go." 

His eye fly open and he sits up. He rubs his eyes but doesn't pull his hand away. 

"What are you doing here?"he asks. 

"Lets go I don't want to be late,"I says I begin to drag him. He doesn't move and stays right there sitting on the bench. I begin to pull at his arm yet he still won't move. I pull with all my strength causing him to fall off the bench and making me land on the floor. Leaves fall on my face and of course I had to be wearing a white shirt. I start to laugh and so does Ross. I open my eyes and he's extending his hand for me to take. I smile and take his hand. Should I tell him that I heard him on the phone? Nah I'll tell him later.

"Thank you,"I say while wiping my butt. 

"Anytime,"he says looking straight into my eyes and not letting go of my hand. Not that I wanted him to let go. We stay like this and I see his eyes look at my lips and then back to my eyes as his head begins to lean in. His face is mere inches from mine. He's going to kiss me but he has a girlfriend and a really nice one. Man I hate Laura for being so nice if she was a bitch I wouldn't feel guilty for doing this with Ross. His breath is warm on my face and I can wait any longer. Its was torture to see him slowly moving in. I grabbed his neck and brought his lips to mine. At first it was a soft slow kiss but then it became passionate and very intimate. Heck I haven't kissed anyone like this in forever. I run my hands through his hair pulling lightly before pulling away. 

"We,"I say out of breath,"we can't do this. You have a girlfriend." I look away but I don't want to pull away. His hands are at my waist and he doesn't move them at my words. Instead he does the complete opposite and pulls me closer. My hands lay flimsily on his shoulders. 

"Well I can break up with her," he says with a shrug.

"No,"I say shaking my head,"she's too nice and it would be kind of awkward at work don't you think?" 

"I guess," he says looking away. I decide to finally pull away only to have him pull me back. 

"No,"he says,"let's stay like this."

"I want to but we are going to go see my son," I say remembering that he might not know that I have a son. 

"Your son?"he asks making his eyes look at me again. 

"Yeah,"I say grabbing one of his hands,"let's go."

A whole 32 minutes later we drive up Daniels house and I have mixed feeling inside me. The baby doesnt know me what if he rejects me as his mother? What if somehow Daniels parents have found a way to make him hate me? 

"Alex,"Ross voice snaps he out of the dark hole I had dug myself in. 

"Hey are you okay?"he asks concern evident on his features. 

I shake my head no and look down at my hands.

"What if he doesn't like me?" I ask while a single tear manages to escape my eye.  I bring my hand up to my face to take it away but Ross's hand beat me to it.

"He's going to love you,"he says quietly. 

"But-,"I begin to say but am cut off by Ross's finger on my lips. 

"Hes going to love you because your his mother and he's going to realize that,"he shrugs ,"sure hes just a baby but mother and son always have this special bonding and I'm sure your no exception." his finger leaves my lip and I take in a deep breath. Maybe this was a bad idea. Maybe im not mentally ready to be a mother. I begin to doubt myself and I can feel Ross's gaze on me as I lay my head on the wheel. Im about to tell him that we should go when Daniel walks out of his house and waves at us to some inside. I open the door take a deep breath and step outside. 

Ross soon joins me and we begin to walk up the drive way. 

"Hey,"Daniel says and opens his arms to give me a hug. My mind is too clouded by thought about the baby that I actually surprise myself by accepting his hug. 

"Hi,"I say pulling away and joining Ross's side once more. 

"Is this your boyfriend?"he asks while giving Ross a one up. 

"No,"I say looking up at Ross who was looking at me as well," he's just a friend."