Dear Dad, im 12 years old now. Mom has a boyfriend that I don't like at all. Mom still let's me sleep in one of your t-shirts. Well, schools hard. I think about you all the time and I just wanted to let you know that, I miss you so very much💜. It's okay I forgive you for leaving me. You were an awesome dad. Please don't worry about not being there when I get married, cause I know you will be walking by my side. I will for sure tell my kids about you, and about when you took me to the zoo💜. I miss us staying up and talking, walking around town. I miss all of our jokes, and midnight talks. Dad, you will always be my best friend. I really didn't know that was going to happen that night or I would've stayed up. You remember that bracelet you got me before you died that night? Yeah, well I have it on right now💜. I'm sorry if I ever done something that you disliked. Well, I met my best friend Crystal Hill and she's amazing dad. She helps me with all of my problems and shes just a blessing. I really do think you brought her in my life for a reason. Well, I'm going into 7th grade. Im kinda nervous for some reason. Anyways, I hope you save a spot for me up there dad. I promise you, it won't be long and I'll be up there with you💜. Some nights I pray that you will come down and get me already, I miss you dad. I miss you so much and it hurts that I never got to say goodbye, it hurts because I lost my best friend that night, it hurts because I lost my hero, it hurts because I don't have a father!! Why?! Why did you leave me here alone??! Why did you not take me with you?! Why didn't you stop taking the fucking pills?! Why did you have to take pills?! It was your decision not anyone elses! If you loved us you wouldn't have even picked up a damn pill. You told me and Olivia that you didn't wanna die, that you wanted to stay here.!! You could've stopped dad, yano? You didn't have to take them? Now, there I was a little 7 year old girl without a father and a mother who almost died. I cry myself to sleep at night because you could've got help, but I guess that's what you wanted. It doesn't matter how many times I question myself, you will always be my best-friend, my hero, my daddy, and now.. you're my angel dad😭. I love you. Save a place up there for me.
Joey Dewayne Johnson
8-3-11
Rest easy dad💜
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My Life Story
Misteri / ThrillerHey guys, um I was told that I should write a story, but I didn't know what to write about. So I have decided to tell you about my life story. Don't get to excited because it's nothing to be excited about, actually you probably should go ahead and g...
