Indecisions

Can this day really get any worst?

BEEP! beep! Beep! Rang in my ears. I sluggishly pressed the snooze button, hoping for a extra 10 minutes in bed.

There was a giant bang, from the other side of my bedroom door. All of a sudden my older brother Dana burst through my door.

"Wtf are you doing!" I shrieked as he strode over to my dressing table, touching everything on it.

"Erh? What does it look like I'm doing, sleepy witch" he smirked

I gave him a glare that could have made him turn to stone "I don't know and guess what! I really don't care, now get out my room before I get you grounded by mum".

"Well maybe if you didn't steal half my deodorants we wouldn't be in this situation, but you being your stinky self decided to steal the majority of my deodorants when I was out, so why don't you give them back before you get your arse grounded too" he sarcastically stated

I threw my duvet off and stomped over to my dressing table "Here. Are. Your. Pathetic. Deodorants. You. Trampy. Rat. Now get the hell out of my room"

With that he glided out my room with he's stupid smirk on his face as usual.

My brother was a total player, he had a new girl every week and I think the only way he got girls was with he's strong armour of expensive aftershave and deodorant. This week he had Poppy Timber over, one of many sluts in my year he had wrapped round his little finger. He had obviously been through the whole of his year and he had down grade to my year because all the girls realised what a player he was.

It was quiet embarrassing having to be the little sister of Dana Homes. I got a lot of attention at school from Girls mainly, but I no what they all want at the end of the day. To get with my brother yuck.

I got dressed real quick, I threw on a pair of Topshop jeans on, with a cute pink tank top and my Pink Nike Air Max's, I put on light make up and tied my hair in a messy bun. I quickly put on my leather jacket and screamed for Dana.

"Dana, hurry your arse up before I leave without you" I screamed from the bottom of the staircase

"Whoa chill sis, I'm coming, don't wanna be late for my hot chick crew at school, do I now?" He said walking down the stairs, smelling extremely strongly of aftershave

"Stfu and get in the car" he pulled open the door and walked out the house.

"Bye Mom" I bellowed before slamming the door shut.

I climbed into the car try to avoid convosation with Dana, but lucky he was to engrossed in his phone, to even say a word.

The journey to school was fast, thank goodness.

Dana basically jumped out the car and walked over to his usual bunch of girls, with his stupid ray bans on like he was something special.

I slowly got out of the car, hoping no one would see me, I spirited through the doors and up to my locker.

Suddenly there was a bang on the locker next to me, I saw someone highly manicured nails taping in the locker. I turned my head to see Frenchy standing their with a smug look on her face.

"Hey Roxy, how you been baby? How's Mason? Is he good?" She said in her annoying high pitched voice, I gave her a confused look. "Oh snap, I forgot about your little situation and your break up whoops. Well I thought I just tell you that we hooked up a few times over summer, just incase you too got back together,just don't wanna see you get hurt again baby. OK?" She tapped my nose and strutted of with one hand on her hip and the other holding her bag on her arm.

I stood there completely shocked, I could feel tears welling in my eyes, WHAT A BITCH I screamed in my thoughts, does this girl realise how broken hearted I actually am?

I slammed my locker shut, and walked with my head down and tears blurring my vision.

Suddenly I hit a rock hard chest, which made me hit the floor. For goodness sake, who is this I looked up, my eyes blurry as a tear ran down my cheek.

Guess who I was face to face with.

Mason De Luca

He just stood there staring at me.

I hadn't heard from his cheating arse since prom before summer. He hadn't even called or tried to contact me. Shows how much he cares.

"I...I...Well I'm-" he stuttered "Look Rox I'm sorry" he knelt down beside me. "Rox can we talk...Later" he brushed my tears away from my face.

"Don't touch me" I shrieked. I jumped up and pushed him away from me. "Don't ever talk to me again your not sorry, you went off with that complete slut and you think 'sorry' is good enough?"

I think he was as shocked as I was, after what I had just said.

I picked up my bag and pushed past him, and walked to first Period.

The first few periods flow by, I ignored Everyone as well as I could, a few people ask if I was ok but I just fake smiled and walked away.

Lunch was quiet hard though there was no where to sit, and the only seat a available was next to Dana. The last person I wanted to sit next to at lunch. So instead I walked out onto the field, hoping there was no one there. Luckily there wasn't so I sat down I the grass and took in the smells around me.

I felt the sun on my skin, the glass beneath me. I closed my eyes and sat back and relax. For once in the past few months I felt at peace, I felt like nothing could stop me. I was finally happy.

The sun was suddenly blocked out by a broad figure.

I opened my eyes and guess who it was.

Mason De Luca. Once again,

He was leaning over me smiling.

I sighed "Mason. What do you want?"

We stares at each other for a moment.

"I'm Sorry" he blurted out

"Mason-" I began

"No Rox I mean it I'm really sorry I should have never cheated in you with that slut, you meant...MEAN so much to me. I had the whole summer to think about it and I no I love you Roxy, I always gave always will. I didn't want to contact you cause I thought it would make it worst so I left it to now"

I sat there speechless. I had nothing to say to him. He broke my heart.

"Mason... You might say all of that but how am I supposed to believe you? Actions speak louder than words and you have defiantly proved that. If you really cared that much you wouldn't have hooked up with her over summer, but you still did if you really mean that you'll have to prove it cause I'm heartbroken" I couldn't make eye contact with him, that was a bit to much.

He looked like he was about to cry. He came and sat next to me. He turned to the side so he was face to face to face with me.

"Roxanne you are my world, love you so much I really do".

And with that he's face got surprisingly close to mine, I could feel his breath in my lips and with that he kissed.

Fgs boys just mess up EVERYTHING.